i have decide wat i wan to do man...after months of thinkings, i finally got enlight by someone tru msn...so im tinkin of goin to tat path...n hopefully it can lead me to a better future...

Tis is wat im tinkin of doin..for now...its the tedious hell of job seaching man..so for now plan to do some part time werk wfter completin my service..have a plan of wat to do oreadi...while still looking for my full time job man..must tell myself everytime tat its not gonna be easy man..so have to be more patience...

While doin tis..will be takin up some IT courses tat the army has provided me wif..to refresh myself on the things that i learnt last 2 years...n get my brain to start werkin...n oso...try to save money as much as possible due to im tinkin of enrolling to do my private diploma...estimated i nid arnd 10k...tats quite fuckin a lot!! so anyone wan to sponsor me...tats y ..shopping trips etc have to be tone down..

I don noe wether it can werk or can happen..but tis is the overall draft that i have set for myself...its not gonna be easy..its gonna be very pain...a lot of emotional n phyically n mentally torture i have to endure..so Karim..gear urself up for more adventure in life...

haven been tat well in here too...this house has been too cloudy for a long time..im trying my best to add some light in this house..so u see...there are other aspect in my life i have to handle too...its a role i have to play n responsibilty i have to shoulder...and as man elder guy in the family, its my task to do so..so theres no complain or grumbling here....jst some werk to do...

it seems that i haven had much fun lately...ppl have been busy wif werks etc...so the time spents wif some of my camp mates n also my ORD mates have bring a smile to me..the soccer in the morning at FICO jst now..was tiring but also fun...sweats but fun..time out spent wif azim...jst hangin arnd anywhere our leg brings us...and also my buddy in camp KIM...haha...the only person who i confide my probs most..someone whu understand me more suprisinly..so tis ppl has make my time worthwhile...

thats all for now...


don noe when i will be updatin my blog anytime soon!!!

Finally the journey for some of us has ended while the others have a month left...its been 2 wonderful, torturing years for all of us...and its time we parted ways for a new journey in our life...

National Service every guy in Singapore hate this word...even me...cause we noe that during the 2 years we serve the nation we lost our freedom as a civilian..things tat we do before we enter has to be cut down or stop...but every bad things has its gd things..

I will not deny i hate NS...i lost my freedom n lost a lot of things in NS..but to look back..i have gained a lot from it..i grew more as a man...learn more in a lot of things...to be more responsible of ur actions...to learn to adapt to other people and werk as a group..having to learn that there is no I in the werd TEAM..

To me, i was attached to the best Coy n even the best platoon..nothing can changed tat...the coy was great from the officers to the commanders to the man...everyone is like a family, a brother, a friends, a buddy and more importantly we look after on another as each of is like a family..we go thru a lot as a COy..from the endless road march we had before the last 24km before we POP..the 7 days field camp at Tekong..The endless number of deployments and OVL we go tru..the ICSB 32 km March..we do walk as much as Commando...the endless running we had..the ATEC..Taiwan EX..and many many more...we go tru shit as a coy and we succeed as a coy...

My platoon...we had different kind of people wif different kind of behavior....everyone is unique in different way...

Section 1

Razzaq

Ashraf

Acap

Roger

Tommy

Wang

Section2

Ming Song

Helmie

Benson

Avis

Alvin Yuen

Alvin WOng

Section 3

ZhiQiang

Zaki

Thomas

Jq

Jy

Steve
HQ

ROy

Azim

Ying Wai

Kim

Alvin

Me

These are my band of brothers..we go tru lots together..the bond we had as a platoon...on one can challenge as...we may look as weak..but compare to all the other platoon we held our head high all the time..even though most of the time we have no PC..we still werk as a platoon...the times we spent in our bunk together...the endless laughters ,jokes i will never forget...

Its sad that everything has to end somedae..and after this all of us will go our own way in life..no matter wat n where we are..i hope that the 2 years we spent together will be engraved in each of our hearts...cause in my heart all the memories we had will be cherished....cause those memories are priceless to me

Pics will be collected!!!