Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Oct is gonna be a testin period for me...i gonna be away for 2 weeks after the 2nd day of raye that mean i will be back home only on the 15th or 14th...after that will head down to Taiwan on the 25th...so u can count how mant times i will be at home in 2 hands...u see this gonna be sucks...cause can get homesick leh....nvm...once its over..its over....have to be patient for this month...so guys...i wont be be updatin my blog anytime soon...or u may not even here for me anytime soon...
met the guys yesterdae after a long tyme...have our buke at Mak's place at kembangan..the food is ok...3/5...haha...more important is that we managed to catch up wif each other hectic life...as usual fun was the agenda and we realli have it yesterdae...
oh yah..im gonna get a new hp soon...make up my mind...for a new speccs make it after ROC..for now a new hp is needed...i don noe wat phone to grab....e71 is nice...so do other phones..haha...nvm..see wats there to offer then i grab it!!!...
10:42 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Dream or Nightmare..
i dreamt that u were by his side...just like last time...u were happily with him while i just watch u by the side...the worse thing is that u don even notice me by the side...u were happily walking with him by the side...
i woke up in sweats...noeing that i don noe wether its real or just another nighmare for me...who noes while im typin this post..u beside of him enjoying urself...arms twined with each other...whispering sweet dovey at each other ears...maybe this is what happening its just that i don noe...we are miles apart from each other...we cant considers our selves frenz cause frenz will update each other on whats happenin..we are just like clouds...sometimes we chat sometimes we not....
its just like all the time we bump into each other...how many times we have bump into each other in public...and all the time we went our opposite ways...sometimes i wonder does god forbid us to be together...or its just that we are not meant for each other....
if god forbids us to be together...i will make sure if i left this earth...i will ask him y he forbid us to be together...or is it we are meant to be together but there are just barriers that are stoppin us...
there are things that i realli want and i will work hard to get it n i noe how to get it...but for u..im just lost at junction...LOST...don noe what to do next....
6:50 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Cant believe that this blog its gonna be 3 years old soon...
From the start i never thought blogging will be part of me...i never intended to have this blog for so long..but once i started blogging..it seems addictive...not only that i can share my joys to others...i can also express my view on certain stuff...most importantly to me i can express my sorrow n the thoughts that has always goes tru my mind....
this blog has become part of me...sometimes its brings conflict and also misunderstanding...sometimes it brings displeasure to other ppls...no matter wat this blog has been there and done that...
enough of it...
what to look for next week???
Don have plan yet...don noe wether the bukeing outside with the retrieveus has confirm...niwae ppl...need someone to accpny me to shop!!! anione???
who gladly accept companion....hahaha
4:51 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Fastin month is here..
i don want to emphasize how important the month is to all muslim.. cause we just knew how important it is...
Niwae..a month to go before Taiwan...it make seems far away...but i started to have jitters on thinking bout the trip...all of us haven been doing conventional for quite a while...and looking on it..we realli need to buck up...cause it wont be easy on all of us...the R&R is an incentive for all of us...
Its been a quiet time for me...never realli go out etc...its time for a body maintenace...i want to go for a massage...any recommendation?? looking back...im gonna ord in 9 months times...for people...its still long..but for me its actually quite fast...in a few days time..a 2nd new batch of recruit will enter the camp...just how it started a year ago for me...have to start of thinking what to do after ORD...people are having difficulty in finding jobs after ORD..need to have plans....so that i wouldnt waste any time after ORD....im not getting any younger...how i want to live in the future will start by myself and it is soon....
thats it for now..will update again...
im suprised to received ur msg before i break my fast on the first dae of fastin...
i hope u will msg me everydae...cause its been a long time..
remember the first raya outing for both of us...
i still have the picture of it....
we were still young...
i hope we can go back to that time....without having
to move to the future.....
5:22 PM
