Tuesday, May 20, 2008
AYAT-AYAT CINTA
♥Desir pasir di padang tandus
♥Segersang pemikiran hati
♥Terkisah ku di antara
♥Cinta yang rumit
♥Bila keyakinan ku datang
♥Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
♥Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
♥Ku pertaruhkan
♥Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
♥Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
♥Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
♥Cinta ku padamu
♥Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
♥Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
♥Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
♥Ketika ku bersujud
♥Bila keyakinanku datang
♥Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
♥Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
♥Ku pertaruhkan
♥Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
♥Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
♥Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
♥Cinta ku padamu
♥Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
♥Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
♥Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
♥Ketika ku bersujud
♥Ketika ku bersujud
Normal routine will resume 2dae till ICSB end...will wait for the next deployment that will be 7 weeks of deployment...and after that which will be around August when the next two company take over us...and yah..Taiwan is up after that...cnt wait to feel the experience there...
10:31 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Too tired...too tired...people may not noe what im goin tru..but inside me...my body system is failing..its just too hard for me to function all the time...its not that im sick even though i fallin sick rite now..its that im not having the sufficient rest for my body to recover..its always on the go all the time...how much can my body take?? i hope that my body will not suffer a breakdown...not enough rest etc....not a healthy way of living...furthermore....everything is so hectic n rush tempers will flare all the time...emotion will be hard to keep intact...and people get too tight up n stress...there is no outlet for us to channel all our frustration n everything is normally kept inside....
Todae accompany fie to shop for his stuff n after that at nite miting the others...its just another short n simple meet up which hasnt been that often like before...a simple n casual meet up like this are the one which will keep the bond between us strong...niwae...by going out and meeting them..i can forget whats on my mind n shoulder n for once relax one corner type...but once everything is over all the things that are on my mind crept back slowly...slowly killing me inside...
Niwae...for people who whu want to noe what my status are rite now...im still SINGLE...haven had someone in mind yet...even though the feeling for S is there...i cnt deny that...but those dream of me n her together are so far fetched..i will n never dream bout that cause dreams are opposite of reality....so i wouldnt want to dream anything regarding that....and also..im not someone who want to be in love that much...that i will fall in love that easily...i don want to rusht thing rite now...furthermore love is just like a passing cloud...who can tell me what the real meaning of love...one day u fall head over heel for her another day u don love her animore more..its tat love...its ridiculous how easily people fall in love thingking that they have find their "RIGHT" partner...haha...can they wake up their bloody eyes...the one for u isnt the one that u fall in love with her that easily...the one for u are normall the one u don expect it to be..everything is predestined..no point looking for the rite one..u end up hurting urself more...
From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know
I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know,
still I miss you somehow
[CHORUS:]
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end
[Repeat CHORUS]
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clearS
till I wish you were here
[Repeat CHORUS]
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
1:50 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Why does i have this urge to just wack your face up whenever i saw u...Im may not be a popular personnel among us n others...stuff that has happen may rough up the relationship among us...i may not seen u like what it suppose to be...i hate pretence n i hate people trying to gain sympathy from others...FUCK YOU!!!it will never be the same on how i see on you...n it will never be the same...
11:53 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
what a day yesterdae...i nv enjoy so much after such a long tyme...woo...wat make me most hapi is that i spent my time with the two group of ppl that is important to me...my family n oso the retrieveus..haha...
meet the retrieveus first..head down to lavender to had our so called afternoon lunch..along the way the batters,jokes on each other which has been long missed by all of us were alive...haha..we had fun making fun on each others...haha..disturbing one another...haha..after having our delicious meal..we all head down to bugis street..the gals need a shop while the guys need a break..haha...well..after the gal have enough of the shopping for now..i made my way to meet my family at the Bilal Restaurant at Yishun...it was Dad birthdae so called celebration
Head down to lavender again as Sis n abg Yunus is picking up adik frm training...wait for adik before heading there...Mak Uda n family n also busu was there oreadi...n yeah my cute little princess is also there...haha...becoming cuter n cuter...well my family n others has pamper her too much thats y she becoming more n more adorable..haha...realli cant get enough of her..
the food was great!!! but most important everyone had so much fun...its been long tyme since we had something like this....so much joy n smile was around the table..l like....haha...
after that head down to esplanade to meet the retrieveus again...walk around n hang around...haha...before we head home..it was nearly 12 when i reach home...haha'
its been a long time since i spent that long outside rather than at home....
but all this is only shortlived...back to camp n also back to JGL...hainz...duty after duty...weekend is burnt again..will not be home till tuesdae...suck ler....aniwae this year end scheldue is out..walao...pack!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not enough free time ler...ICSB package,Taiwan n etc....haiyoo...1 year 1 month to go...cnt wait!!!!!
whos laughing rite now...maybe it was crocodile tears n pleas back then...
12:47 PM
