Saturday, March 29, 2008
hey...its been a long tyme since the last update..haha...mane things happened...i have turned 22 on 22 march...haha..wat a nice number yeah..hhaha..thanx the retrieveus for the simple birthae celebration n oso the prezzie...haha..
scheldue after the deployment is out...what the fuck..no block leave or off siak..straight away back to ICSB training..wat the fuck...doesnt they noe that we need a rest...or are they not human after all...haha...
niwae things haven been rosy at home..i think i need to spend more time than ever at home especially spending time wif my lil sis...erm..thats wat im gonna do..spending more time wif her...and also extra attention on her...
thats all for now yeah..haha..see u on next weekend...after my body kene wacked frm training...hahaha
9:15 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
woohoo..scheldue isnt the worse that was given to me...haha..i think its the best duty scheldue ever..hahaha...weekend didnt burn xcpet for the last week..haha..but cnt ask for more wat...haha...
Meet fie n maz at amk...just a casual meet up..had our food then head to the kpool...haha..was fun..of course...everytime wif them are full of fun n laughter...maz have come up wif a good idea bout the photo thingy..if eveyone things its ok then lets have it..watever it is..maz is in charge of this..hahaha..after pool then head somewhere to chill and talk for a while..its left 3 of us where those time were 4 of us..haha...but its ok..people are busy wif their life...but we still hang out as one rite...hahaha..before everyting end..haha...maz learn how to start the moto engine..haha..pity fie moto...haha..after quite a long tyme...at last she managed to start the engine...n how proud me n fie were of her...hahaha...oh yah i forgot..maz is quite gd in pool too..haha...we should hang out at the pool arena often..hahaha...confirm all the laughter n jokes will be X2...haha...
after that..meet up wif fiq n head down to jalan besar stadium..watch the young lions game..haha...adik was on the sub bench for the young lion even tough never play...he can consider is in the sleague..proud and envy of hime..hopefully his career in soccer can go far...haha...haha..after the game wait for him n head back home together..haha..
planning a big event wif fiq soon..haha..hopefully ayam n saf can make it...oh yah...fiq has ord...ORD OR!!! hahaha..now stress looking for job..hopefully my time wont be like that..haha...hopefully he can find a job quickly n then settle down quickly..hahaha...saf n yam are heading down to settling down type soon..so fiq must be next..n yah im the youngest among the 4..hehehe..the fantastic 4..hahaha
haha...don noe y when blogging this my playlist of song is frm siti nurhaliza..hahaha..walao...shes pretty..secong among jessica alba in my list...hahaha..but still cnt get over the marriage wif datok K..hahaha..horrible..of all person...hehehehe
browsing thru all the pics on my comp..the antic of saf n the gang..the "kiter MINOM dulu" moments wif aishah..those time during ITe n Deyi n others...brings back lots of memories..memories that will be hard to forget..these are the moments in life that i will keep close to me...as years goes by..n memories tend to fade..this moments become priceless as u cnt relive these moments again...we re all actors n actress in life..all of us are acting in our own movie...
all of us are not getting any younger..our aspiration n dreams change tru times..but only you wont change...how much the outer of u change..no matter wat the inside wont change...life is short...lets make use of all the time we had in this world n make good use of it...
those time late at nite..
we were as close as a family
Kiter minom dulu moments
moments like these are priceless
12:50 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
*PRay* that my scheldue for the next duty wont so cock up...*pray* hear that lots of weekend burnt..hopefully it is a false dawn..hahaaha
aniwae few daes back was 10 march..maybe the latest update was near the date..and i felt that the last update was little bit harsh..after having a little talk wif my mates..i felt that it was a wrong in my part too...10 march was quite a memorable dae for me during the past..it brings back memories which i dearly keep close in my heart...thanks for all the memories...*smile*
i got a good talking to wif my mate realli...he give me lots of advices...even though the step to recovery isnt the smooothest i had to accept it cause im the cause of it...n i tink i will heed one of his advice..maybe i have to cut down on my social life little bit...its getting hectic in training n i need lots of rest...n he also tell me that..watever happen to others ppl i have to graciously accept..i cnt change the fate of other ppl...so after doing some soul searching i think thats hes rite...lets move on in life..watever junction we face in life..we have to accept n made a decision quickly bout that...
*sori for the last post*
its wasnt meant to harm other people..like i say..my blog is where i pen down my frustration,worries n thought...
7:51 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Went o fie sis birthdae yesterdae...at first thought bout overnight there wif the others but then thinking that i have not went home for the last 2 week..i decide not..aniwae mum keep asking me to go home..haha..so listen to him...hope fie understand...haha....
something was amiss n i felt that...i don wish to elaborate more..hope that certain ppl are willing to tell me bout...i don wist to prompt more...hopefully wat i thought wasnt the thing happening...
niwae..i hope that i get off the track in life for awhile..its been hectic wif stufffs,suprises n etc..i need an ample rest..hopefully getting off the track will revitilsed me n also changed my perspective in life..haha..
there are things which i want to voiced out but after the last incident..i wouldnt reveal that much...at least let me voiced out something...
im trying to learn out how to open up to ppl..ppl have been asking me to do that...but how ironic that when those time u need them the most...they wasnt there for u..maybe thats life...im starting to think that its useless trying..maybe its better to keep ur feeling intact...
i feel like drifting away frm here...let the wind take me aniwae they want...
9:19 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Its been a while since i have updated this blog..and its been a while since im back at home...as u noe bout the M.S.K thingy..i was one of the activated personnel...hainz..thats the only thing that i can say..hopefully things will end soon...just surrender lar...hahaha...
was suprised to hear bout that n wat happened...but watever happened or might happen i will give my blessing...*smile*
being away from home afeter a long tyme make me fully realized how important my family is to me...even thoughts its for a weeks..i never been so homesick before..the endless day not noeing when everything end can making me stress each dae...worrying bout how the family doing etc...
niwae...miss lots of social life due to M.S.K..haha...realli am..so have to get everything back to normal..haha...have plenty of rest and as well let my hair down...haha...lots of activities n stuff in my fuvking brain rite now...haha...only don noe wether they are times for it..haha...
to be continue....
2:39 AM
