Sunday, October 14, 2007
Firstly...would like to say Selamat Hari Raya to all of U!!!!...sori for the lack of updates...i will try my best to update thios blog due to time constraint...aniwae..hope all of u are doin fine...
There are things that has made me wonder bout it...i admit that i have a carefree attitude..and these phrases are easily connected to me...
"I noe u don bother everything..."
"I noe u mane kesah...."
etc....thiese are some example.....
Ok...i think its getting of my nerve lately when ppl say these phrases to me...Its like i don care anything bout myself...hey...im a human being n i had feelings...i noe when i wan to bother bout stuff n when to sit down and think bout it...im not going to fret over small stuffs...cause it isnt worth getting all worked up over it...Sometimes ppl think they noe that person well since they noe that someone for long..but don deceived urself...u all don understand me at all...sometimes it is easy to put the blame on me cause of my character..and i felt that this have been happening too often lately...im a simple n direct person....when i had enough of it...i just simply get out frm there...im not going to fuss bout it...
Seeing family wearing the baju kurung the same color..ppl having fun during raya...make me more jealous..i nv think that i will get jealous bout ppl celebrating raya..cause i nv care bout it...but now my mindset changed....i cnt even celebrate it due to the commintment i had...i don even get to wear the baju kurung...missing the 2st dae of raya..was such a agony for me...it was something i hope i will nv go tru again..but...maybe next year i wont even be here during raya....hainz...wat to do...i cnt do anything..but hope for the best...
To that someone...i was utterly suprised to received ur msg yesterdae..i was down cause of missing the hari raya...but ur msg n werds lighten up my mood...those few msgs that were exchanged were priceless...thanx for creating a joke bout it...n not letting me to realli feel down bout it...thannx...was a supriesd but im grateful for it...wat i was hoping was someone else..but u came frm nowhere n lighten up my day..thanks a lot..it maybe just a msg to u..but it meant a lot to me....thanx....
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