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I miss those moments when i can wake up late...watch soccer n went out anytime i want...i miss those moments when i gather wif my frenz every weekends just to hang out or play pool...i miss those moments when we stay till late nite camwhoring n jokes wif each others....i miss those moments when we hang out at each other house battlin the WInning Eleven...I miss my freedom...i miss my life....even though left 2 weeks more...it feels like 2 years...at least after BMT i could have more time then now....

I cant wait to do my shoppin...i want to get a PSP n PS3 n some clothes...Fie better make urself free soon...haha...u gonna be my chaffeuer...

Fasting month coming soon liao...hehehehe...2 more weeks too....hahaha...chialat AIT during fasting month....aniwae i was selected to be the combat medic...n i agree to...hahaha...wish can get 9 to 5 job....hahahahahaha...

i miss that someone...
Does GOD play a part in fate?
i wonder n hope he noes what im thinking

1:11 PM

Things aint going that well between us..Maybe u a rite...things seem different rite now..maybe u rite...we are having some communication breakdown rite now...but i think..we expect too much frm each other and the reality is that that can be so much that each of us can give....i don want to point finger saying whos is a fault..maybe fatigue n stress lead up to this situation...constant bickering doesnt help n tantrums didnt help either....

Like u say..its no use talking cause i will never change...and im not gonna to change for anyone except for the good of myself..yup..i like to keep things within myself...i do share my problems wif u once in a while but mostly i like to keep it within myself...if u don like it...i cnt force u to like how im run..its me...i want to be myself n i don want to change myself unnessecarlly...

I don mind u going out wif ur guy frenz..wether its by grp or only the 2 of u...its ur choice who u want to hang out wif n who u want to make ur frens...im not going to keep tight leash around u...i don want to control the amount of frenz n whu u going out wif...cause i noe..i would not like it if u start doing this to me...i given u the freedom...maybe u don like it...maybe u think i cant be bother bout u...ii cnt change the mindset of u if u tink like that...cause i someone who dont like to be ask n order arnd...frenz are important part of my life...

like i say to u upteem time..i have no time to enjoy time by myself let alone to enjoy time wif u n my frenz n family...thats y i try to hang arnd wif u n my frenz at the same time...u cnt expect me to spend time one by one wif my frenz,family n u...sometimes i sacrifices time wif my family just to went out wif u...its been a long time since i chat wif my mum n enjoy my time wif my family...

certain things only time can heal...i have to say this to u...there are other much more important things for me to think rite now rather than this...u can say waht u want n watever judgement u came up wif...i don mind one single bit..cause there are stuff n thats is much more important that need my whole attention rite now...i don want this to drag me down...making me not achieving the things that i have set up my target to...

i will never change my character or who i am...how i do stuff n how i look into stuff....thats me..accept me of who i am n don change me..maybe because i try to change thats y things become like this......

*to the retrieveus gang...i have uploaded photos that are well overdue at our multiply...hehehe

3:24 PM

Time past veri fast...left a month and 10 days befor my passing out parade...im actually lookin forward to it...i don noe wether im being posted out or stay in 6SIR..i would like to blog bout the experience i had the last few daes...certain things cnt be said due to some circumstances...haha...the last few daes we had the LIVE FIRING TEST n PRACTICES...was actually scared n nervous at first...there lots of stuff n rules to follow not following them could lead to disaster...so the 4 daes we had was actually veri hectic...im glad that i past even though the night firing didnt do that well...but im proud that i pass...aniwae...lets tok bout the past months in the 6SIR...actually...i didnt mixed along tht much..i cnt find the ppl that i can clique that much...the so called "mat yoyo" n the "chinese" cnt get along...i can say that my platoon is divided n not united...like wat the commanders say...we goona suffer when the field camp start...damn...i dont bother much toking about them realli cause im not connected that well to them actually...

Before the last book in...had some personal talk wif mum...i hate it when ppl looking down on my family...hate it when ppl didnt respect my family...im so ashamed that i have that kind of uncles n aunties...respect them?? i had none for them...they can jolly well kiss good bye for my respect...i was realli mad in the maximun mad when mum told me how she was treated during my cousin wedding...FUCK each n everyone of my uncles n aunties that i treat my mum n family like that...my family n i didnt own u a living...dont be so proud...i will make sure u will eat humble pie...each and everyone of u...maybe this year Raya...things will be much different...sparks will fly if i think that certain ppl need a wake up call...regardless of age or seniority...u want respect u jolly well earn it first...thought of skipping tis year raya but then...certain ppl need a wake up call...

ok...i have let out some steam....hehe..i need a break....a gateaway frm here...so to regroup n refresh myself...things have been hectic...the burden of responsiblity is weighing so much on my shoulder i don noe how long i can continue carrying it...sometimes how much u want to blank out ur mind frm everything...u actually failed to do it...im thinking of setting up a personl blog for myself only..don noe wether xanga or live journal better...for now just use this blog...hehehe....or yeah...hope my bro is doin well in vietnam for his AFF under 20 tournament....

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certain things have been goin on when im in camp..i actually brush it since i don want it to dampen my mood...i don noe wether if this things are becoming frequent when im in camp...but i don want to point a finger at any person or even tinkin bad things bout it...maybe im the bad one actually...certain ppl deserved better on how they were cared or treated...once bitten twice shy...i believe in this phrase...really believe on it...i think that phrase have become part of me...part of me so much...you cant force ppl...ppl cant force...n also certain things are left out to fate...


this was taken so long ago..hehehe...my peeps..


Thinkin and wondering....

8:25 PM