Sunday, July 29, 2007
haccchoo...its been so long since this blog is updated..bit dusty...sori for the lake of entries due to the tight scheldue that the NS is...aniwae...life in there been ok...tiring both physically n also mentally...u don noe wat gonna happen to u in there...push up..pull up...etc...SOC...drills...etc...aniwaee...gonna be away for field camp in the next 2 weeks...hainz...at tekong sumore...donnoe hoes life gonna be when doing that camp...
Miss alots of stuff...n of course miss all of u!!!!
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
Its been a long tyme since im updated..as u noe..i was away for 2 weeks for my PTP..its tough inside...the training, the military life...oklar..can get use to it but sometimes...u get frustrated all the time wif the punishment,orders and etc...when u r in there...firstly u will noticed that ur freedom has lost..u have no choice of wat u want to do in there...sometimes i felt that i just want to break the fur wall buildings so that i can get out frm there...its feel sux when u r inside realli...even on the book out dae u r not spare..they will drag their own fucking time..to drag our time....in a few hours time...i have to book in...i have no mood to book in lar...hainz...even though next week i will be book out on tuesdae night...i have to book in back by fridae night...for the BMT guys...n worse..we have to have another 2 weeks confinment...hainzzz....sad lar...2 weeks is a veri long time...i felt that i lost contact wif the outside world for the past few weeks man...don noe wats goin on around the country n the world...hainzzzz...its veri tiring...im mentally n physically fatigue right now..its gonna get worse when BMT starts...i bet we gonna suffer more this week...especially mondae n tuesday...aniwae...i have lost 5kg for the 3 weeks im in there...thats a lot..hahaha...thats the only positive thing that i have...thats a lot of stuff that i want to say but...i think rather not...there are others stuffs that need to tok bout.....
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Yesterdae...i spent quality time wif my frenz n dear plus aishah BF...been so long since i met them...after so long since we last met or gather...the atmosphere wasnt
there much...like what fie say...maybe everyone is fatigue n caught up wif the tangled life of adulthood n expectation of life...even though there wasnt much the jovial outin that we use to had...seeing each n everyone faces makes me feel how wonderful persons n human being there are...im glad that i made n effort to make frenz wif each and everyone of them...cause i got no regret having them as my frenz...
I'm glad that my family is well...seeing everyone of them..inside me make me wanna cry that i cant be there often for my family...its sad that singapore had this policy...but i just had to go tru that 2 years which will be a long tyme for me....i have realli now treasure the time i had when im book out...i try to divide my time wif my family,frenz n dear...but sometimes u had to understand that the time is little...im one person which i cnt divide my self into 3.....
hainz...hope i can get tru everything that is thrown to me...i will P.O.P on Sept 14....cnt wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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