Thursday, May 24, 2007
The reality has sunk it...22 more daes n i will be serving...all kind of emotion is stirring in me rite now...nervousness,anxiousness,worriedness n everything is in me rite now...haha..i tink how much u prepare mentally..it is still the same..its like u are entering secondary..everything is new...but theres a lot of differences...there are no teacher there...all of them are principal...hehe..i hope that i can make new frenz in there...3 months of suffering..that 3 months is quite long...but watever it is...the day is getting nearer n im getting nervous...hehe..cnt blame me...hainz...i noe i can go trough all this...die die must do oso...hehehe
Aniwae im gonna have a packed weekend..i mean fully packed..an outing n overnight wif the gang...n then the next dae...soccer in the morning before meeting dear in the afternoon...haha...on Mondae meeting wif faizah n the others..haha..whenever im outhere...i at least forget bout the worries n troubles i had..hehe..i don mind running myself down to the bones...i want to have fun the last remaining days...hahaha...
Aniwae...without money..ur life wont be easy...money makes the world go round...how much we want to deny..but it is the fact...we try to say love makes the world go round..but honestly..its money thats make the world go round...haha..y does ppl werk so freaking hard..because they want to earn the big bucks..the big bucks brings u high status...recognition..etc..ppl have more respect for u...when u open ur mouth ppl will actually keep their mouth shut n their eyes open because they now u r above them..hainz...its unfair really...when u see people born wif riches without werking hard..they can spend all the money noeing that their money will never dried out...they can have the lavish stuff anytime they want...while u were out there slogging ur hands n socks off..hainzzz...its unfair...but u cnt do anything bout that...
I have been feeling sick for the past few daes..my throat is giving me problems...my head is spinning like there is no tommorow..haha...whenever i have loads of stuff in my mind...i will get sick..haha...stress n pressure add up..hahaha..its much a burden then u expected...haha...im physically n mentally drained actually...my minds have been running wif lots of stuff....sometimes i hope that i can run away from everything..leaving in a new place where no people recognised me...starting everything a new..but im not a coward who run away...i try to solve all problems...but sometimes..certain things are beyond ur control...n thats where u tink of giving up...hoping that the matter will be solved but in honesty it will never be solved...
Yesterdae..it was the first time that i went to fie's house after 8 years of friendship..aniwae fie...thanks for the hospitality..haha..u have one big n interesting family..haha..his mum actually say to him that im well-mannered..hahaha.*blushes*..haha...must thanks my parents for bringing me up well...love u mom n dad...don wori..i will try not to dissapointed u in anything i do..hahaha...ur sis fie..hahaha...veri cute ler..IPIT!!! apple aku buat kan!!!!..hahahaha
Bout my mum...eveyone will say that they had the best mother in the world..hahaha..i oso want to say my mum is the best of the world..haha..seeing my mum do the household chores before going to werk without complaing n still has energy to goo to werk to help the family fiancial income..i realli took hats off to my mum..she werks everydae n the everything at home..cooking etc...even on sundae...haiyo..sometimes i feel bad not not helpin her...haha...sometimes she called us when we are out wanting to noe where we are..just to be sure...i don mind that..cause i usually kol her telling me where i am...sister..its u lar...everytime make mum worried..please kol her when u r out n tell where u are...especially when im in the camp..u r the eldest ler...hehe..u don wan mum to worried everytime bout u rite...haiyo...haha...
There is a movie "tentang bulan"..its in malay..n the show is vout 5 frenz....going thru thick n thin together...veri touching movie..haha..at first i thought the movie was kindeer stupid but after watching..i find the story veri meaningful..haha...like i say..i regarded friendship more than anything else...haha...*someone will get angry after reading this* but..u can have everything in the world..but ur life will be kind of dull without frenz..frenz add color to ur life...no matter how much u want to disagree...its true...sometimes u spent more time wif ur frenz than ur family..u share ur secret to ur frenz than ur family members...u learn a lot tru ur frenz...the good n the bad...u will proctect ur frenz even is they are wrong n wfter that give them a tounge lashing noeing that they will actually listen...hahaha...
Dear..we went tru lots of rocky situation this past months...hope that we can last till the end...
When the problem is about ur feelings..u cant predict what will happened...feeling are veri complicated stuff...its like a pendulum..its swings one way to another...
Behind those smile..only i noe what goes tru the mind
8:49 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
The previous to post about frenz n lovers doesnt n I mean it refer to anyone in particular!!!!!!!!!! Pleaze don jump into conclusion n start utter stuff which isnt true!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was a thought n remain a thought!!!!! Like i say again refer to no one in particular!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:58 PM
Humans being have different characters..different thoughts about life..its funny when u face different kind of people that sometimes can be embarresment to u...haha..i cant understand what teenagers and young people are thinking of nowadays..the attitude of the youngster nowadays can say to be a disgrace to the society...i not condemend any human beings but what i find the attitude and behaviour of the youngster nowadays veri actrocious...i saw n face different kind of youngsters who totally make a fool of theirself...its not what they do..its how they behave...i don care bout their attire or wat but the way they conduct themselves...its sad realli...they think what they do are cool but they don noe that their actions is some sought destroying their future...haha...i cnt came up with any idea why the youngster behave like that...
Its it their parents??? But u cant blame everything on the parents..Parents have their own jobs...they have to support the family..n its up to the children to accept their responsibilty..when they fail to do ur responsibility...they blame on their parents...then the when the shame thing came..they say that their parents are to blame..they wouldnt accept the blame...n the shame were throw to the parents...
Y cnt the youngster thinks that their actions will make or break their future...an act of folly can destroy the future...haha...they arent shaming themselves but also their parents...not only that they are the future of singapore..if they cant conduct themselves well how will singapore fare in the future...so youngster...please think before u do something that can destroy...
9:35 PM
"Aku... tak pernah menduga...
Begini hebatnya... duka lara bila berakhirnya cinta...
Mengapa sukar untuk ku melupakan mu...
Namun mudahnya kau... membenci diri ini..."
Have been loooking for this song..kesal from hyrul anuar for quite a long tyme...haha..walao...veri long leh...i want the song...it realli touch my heart..hahaha..does anyone have this song..can sent me??haha..any good souls outhere?? hahahaha
Time will pass soon...everytime u blink it brings u closer to another day...another day...another chapter unfolds...haha..
No OFFeNCE TO PEOPLE here...this is a thoguht...n i just want to jotted it down...it points to no one in particular...haha..
Its hard when u have to choose ur frenz between ur spouses or lovers..its even hard when u noe ur bonds between ur frenz are build over the past how many years..its hard when u one ur spouses or lovers to appreaciate or accepted ur frenz...there will be either one of them will dislike each other...thats where dilemma set in...u don noe who to side...haha...haiyo...dilemma dilemma dilemma....sometimes u will wonder y they just cant get along...hahaha...sometimes..u r too close wif ur frenz that ur lovers or spouses that u r spending too much on them rather than them...n if u didnt hang out wif ur frenz..then u gonna miss the happening stuff...hahaha...haiyo2....okiok...enough of this...
sometimes i wonder...wonder n wonder....how strong is my patience??? i admit i am someone who is veri2 patient...and i meant it...but sometimes i just wonder how long will the patience last...or has it ended that i didnt notice it??? hahaha....im dragging myself and body to battle everytime...sometimes im too wounded after each battle that i cant realli stand up...but i put on a brave front..n heal my wounds to myself...
i have been waiting to do this...
I want to sit by the sea..watch the sunset and sunrise....have the wind past flew me...spending that moment wif someone who meant a lot to me...closing my eyes noeing that i have spend that few minutes n seconds wif that someone...n no one will take that memories from us...hahaha..okok....enough of dreaming...hahaha...i don have time to do all this...
SMilEY
12:44 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Hey...hows eveyone doin?? been a long tyme since i have updated...so lazy to update..hahaha..aniwae...times is passing veri fast...n the day is coming nearer n nearer...haha..im gonna miss a lot of stuffs when im in there...lets see...what im gonna miss....
17th June- Adik Lion's City Cup
17th June- Pas Wedding
25th June- Dear birthdae
and many many other stuffs....
Aniwae last sundae...went out with fie n the gals...accompany him to buy his shoes n then plan want to chill arnd town...after getting the shoes...went to bugis banquet to eat..food wasnt nice thou...then aishah..panicked..her Hp didnt werk...so all of us make our wat to..to AMK...where else..haha...ask the ppl for spare phone for her to use first...hahaha..then went to MAccafe to chill n then went to the area near Deyi to relax...sori guys had to went home early...but still had the fun..cant wait for our outing again..
some of the pics...
The gals
Them wif Fie
US
N of COurse...ME!!!!!!!!
9:57 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
The waiting game is over....
Finally after such a long wait...i have recieved the dreaded letter..hahha..on of all date..they sent it on our 2 month anniversary...thankz mindef...hahah..ok...i will be entisted on 15th June...will be in the 6 SIR Infantry..haha...hainz....im surely gonna missed a lof of stuff...Guys keep me posted eh..hahaha....gonna miss my dear so much...hainz...i more worried bout her...who gonna look after her...who gonna to listen to all her complain...hahahaha...haiyo dear...must be strong...hainz...gonna miss my family too...my mum nagging...the cooking...the laptop...the bed....the SCV...i cant watch my man Utd game oreadi...Gonna miss adik's Lion city Cup tournament....walao....gonna miss irritatin FIe...goin out wif him n the others....haiyo.....*cry*
But...Lets get it over n done with...must prepared myself mentally...come on karim...u can do it...hahaha...woo...can realli2 lose a lot of weight..hehhehe...i like...
aniwae...during the dae...went out wif fie...hehehe..take his clothes...n he do some shopping n of course...a rematch....hahaha....ok...before that...we had our lunch...a huge lunch...i cant tell wat we eat due to some unforeseen circumstances...haha...after that...when to town to look for his bag n new shoes..end up get the beg only...i cant believe my frenz so choosy ler..kalah pompuan....Fie..aku check kat e bay for the shoes nanti...hahahaa...
For the rematch..my dear frenz was so pumped up...but of all..he lost...hahaha...i admit that i was lucky..i won 5-3..overall i won...hahaha..what do i care..i won...aggregate i won 4-0...hahahaha...walao fie...mcm ni...aniwae...my dear frenz....was so clever....he was doin his best to distract me..n one of it..he throw the freakin chalk n it when in the pot...hahaha....walao...damn dumb rite..n he still can laugh loudly somemore...fie2..hahaha...
after wat to PS...chill at the starbucks..hahaha...usual i camwhore n he tok to his beau..hahaha..one of his pic i took is R-RATED...anione one to see??? hehehehe...tag me...hahahahaha...after that...home swit home...thats whne i open up my letter box...the letter was neatly stacked....1 more month for me to enjoy...hainzz....
SO dear Frenz...ask me out....lets party n enjoy ourself...hahahahahahah....
Happy...n always am....
1:55 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Lets post on things that i have done on the weekend..will this be a long entry??? erm...suppose so..hahaha..
On Sundae...meet up wif Dear..its been quite a long time since we went out..Each of us been busy wif our stuff...Meet at town at 12..early seh..Play pool...hehe...Dear become better oreadi..yup the game was tied 3-3..hehe..(kasi chance lar)..haha..but dear realli have improved..maner tahu dlm diam dier play pool..aniwae..we head down to marina square to eat..dear has this barbecue chicken rice while i have the nasi lemak..n yeah...u see my beloved dear is a chicken addict..u can separate her frm chicken..n she try to be kind to me n she gave me a piece of the chicken...
HAHA...see what i mean...my ikan bilis is bigger than the slice of chicken that she gave to me...hehe..haiyo...cant complain lar...aniwae..i ask dear to get me a lemon barley...hehe...but she get me a winter melon barley....hehe..walao..i have trouble swallowin down my food..i don like the drink ler...but still have to drink lar..die2 die must drink...After went to raffles place..though of getting the donut...at the donut factory....walao..the queue was horrible..so shelve out the plan...n we head to raffles place to chill...along the way...dear got into her merajok moood...hahaha..but things settle quite easily..hehe..we took some pic along the way n dear oso make a music video..im trying to convert the file so that i can edit it...n then put it here...haiyoooo...
After that..head to mac to had our dinner..hehe...n then went to the CBD area to chill...wow...thats where millions of dollars are make every day..how i hope i can werk there..a stressful life..but worth it..haha...we chill there..i had the most wonderful time wif her..
The time i had wif her was the wonderful...even though it was a long day..but i didnt feel tired at all...i realli love her..if she doesnt know that..its gonna be our 2nd month soon...we had our ups n downs...but we prevail through it..we still got a lots of thing to make the relationship to become a better one...am i happy right now??? YES...i have no regret having her as my dear...i don noe wether she had any regrets having me..
On Mondae....
Accompany fie to alter his shirt..his shirt for the 25th MAy..the V.I.P getting everything done..hehe..after that head down to marina square to get something to eat..Had the new KFC thing...walao..so small ler..it was the first time we sat down for a long time to eat..it was like 45 min plus..hahaha..after that..walk2...fie had aim a shirt n jacket at quicksilver...hehehe...fie u getting it soon...don wori..hahahaa..after that...play pool at marina square..quite ex ler...we had so called our tournamet...n i won 3-2...hehe...overall i won him 3 times oreadi...at 3 different venue...Lucky Plaza,AMK,MArina Square...hahah...or damn..he will ne fuel up for the rematch this thursdae..hahaha....
thats all for now...hehehe
9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Sori for the lack of update...Nothin interestin to update...that is y...as u people noe..im waiting for my enlistment letter..the waiting game is tiring..i heared that some of my classmates n friends are going in either in June or July..hainz..when is it my turn...
To my frenz..thanz for the advices...my relationship with dear is ok rite now..everything settled...arguements are just part and parcel of it..everything is going well..so lets hope that no major arguements will occurs in the near future..
The past few daes n weeks...been meeting some of my ex classmates n oso my closed frenz...its been a long tyme..but everything remains the same..the jokeness, the crapness, the sincererity among us nv change...hehe...
Frenz play a big part in my life..even thought i don have that many friends..there are still others who have been wif me all the time..i value friendship a lots...something that i learnt..n not take that for granted...We cant survive in this world without frenz playing a part in ur life...
25th May outing is on...i hope that everyone who was invited will be present..its an important day...if u cant make it...let us noe earlier....please don back out last min...isnt the nicest thing to do...so lets make this an speacial occasion..it is a speacial occasion aniwae..hehe...
8:21 PM
