Sunday, January 28, 2007
I knoe the blog song is so cheessy and old school....
haha...come one lar..its from the MOFFATS...this band was form when i was still in primary school...cant blame me for being childish once in a while...haha...everyone has a kid in them...furthermore the song so nice wat...haha...i miss u like crazy!!!...haha...so budak2....back the..hermmm..take that..boyzone..m2m..backstreet boys..code red...hahaha...a lot seh....i noe its all like boyband...cnt blame mah..back then MTV show them more than others...hehe..so addicted to it...
Aniwae....i do miss a lot of things....
i miss those time when i was in Primary school...those were the times when playing is more important then studying...haha..i still miss the sweet and sour chicken breast at the old Ang mo kio Primary...hehe..
I miss DEYI secondary too!!! haha....i miss wearing the ugly plain blue uniform...but i still like it..the shirt so like one of the JC...haha..Deyi memories was the BOMB..it was where i grew up as an adult...i learn a lot from the times i at DEyi...haha..the goods and the bads..haha...mit all kind of interesting human being...i tink even when i grew older this memories will be still in fresh in my mind...haha...Deyi our school..tat care for us..Deyi our DEyi..haha...feel like singing the school song...last time ask to sing....don wan...make stupid lyrics bout the school song..best never sing somemore...haha..
As years passed and i grew older..i kinda feel like these are the things i cherish most...turning 21 tis years...i will never ever will had those moments again..how i wish that i could turn back time...and relive those moments again...
If i can turn back time...hmmmmm...i wish that i can start from..................................................a BABY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
BECAUSE Im A CUTE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:04 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Lazy...lazy me....haha...tat wat describe me nowadays....hehe...lots and ots of thing to do...but none is done or bother to be done..see...tis are the thing that i want to do for the couples of days..haha.. x mean not done..Y means done
clean my room(x)
edit Anugerah pic(x)
look for some brushes for photoshop(x)
Edit my friendster profile(x)
Re-edit my blog(x)
See...haiyo2....y so lazy uh...haha...i noe u all may think that i spent all my weekend outside rite..haha...u are absolutely....WRONG!!!..See i have been a good boi for the couple of week...haha...see so sad rite...haha..No Orchard..No Suntec....No Marina Square..No Vivocity....haha...get it...haha..anione wanna date me tis weekend?? erm better not...coz im officially penniless oreadi...hey im didnt use the money to shop..but to pay for my HP bill...hahaha..see...
Wooo....U all must be thinkin Y am U so happy todae rite?? Coz i cnt be bothered to get angry or confused liao.....
Aniwae...if wat i say or did that make u angry...i apologised....aniwae Thank you for everything.....
9:12 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
5 more weeks to grad...(countdown)
Unreasonable and stupid dateline are set upon us...Unbearing and Idiotic human being are getting on my nerves...luckily its 5 more week to grade..doesnt come any sooner...
Im puzzled on why u are ignoring me?? Im trying to figure what i have say n done..hmmm...nothin come to my mind...nothin realli...does it drive me crazy? A little bit...but it drives me mad...realli am...i thought that we agree that if we are not happy with each other, we must tell each other...hmmm...i don noe lah...
U noe wat...u not doin me any favour here....thinkin and worrying bout tis plus my stupin and unreasonable skul werk...have left my patient thin...realli am...i don wan to explode...but if i ever did...it wont be nice......
Can i be a little Vulgar here?
maybe not....
Too tired...realli am........
too hurt...realli realli am........
10:35 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I'm always walking alone
My heart is full of emptiness
I've used too many excuses
To hide my loneliness
But i still can't regain my freedom
Love has passed by me before
Fondness remains in my memory
I'm in a habit of searching for you
I'm contented to be just with you
It turns out that we've always remain in
The beautiful moment
(chorus)
Your most familiar gentleness
Has never left me
What i see with my eyes
Are all your smiles
I finally realise
You must be my destiny
This time
I will never let you go
Love has passed by before
Fondness remains in my memory
I am in a habit of searching for you
I am contented to be just with you
It turns out that we've always remain in
The most beautiful moment
(chorus)
Your most familiar gentleness
Has never left me
What i see with my eyes
Are all your smiles
I finally realise
You must be my destiny
This time
I will never let you go
My feelings of you has never changed
Time has stopped
For you and me
(chorus)
Your most familiar gentleness
has never left me
Deep in your heart you still possess me
And you are still waiting for me
No words can ever express
OUR PROMISE
I will not let you go
I will with all my heart
In loving you....
HAHA..nice song rite..the song is Chinese but i took the the meaning in English..hehehe..clever rite...aniwae the song is Familiar Gentleness which is a soundtrack frm the taiwan drama serial Silence..hehe...nice2...
Weekend is arnd the corner...look like spending the weekend at home again...haha..erm..should be lar..since everyone seems to have a date on weekend...and i don to play goooseberry to anyone of my frenz date..so Home should it be...hehe...so unlucky rite...but its ok....
Must be wondering y i post the Thank you for loving me lyrics..haha..if only someone would say that to me..but aniwae..i post the Familiar Gentleness lyrics since tis is wat i been feeling past few days...the meaning of the lyrics reflect wat im goin through now..
I wonder why im feeling like tis...maybe...the Date that U n ME seperated in around the corner...it was suppossed to be anniversary but..it was never meant to be...
TO HER..
How have you been?
I hope that you r in good shape
Aniwae since u would'nt be reading this blog...
let me say something..
from the day we were seperated..
my life seem to changed...
even though it seem that i didn't anything..
i noe every single thing that happen btw u n the guy...
aniwae im sad when i heared tat both of u r seperated...
Im sori that im not there for u...
aniwae been a long time since we tok...
i hope that u n if have a companion...
i hope that both pf u a successful relationship...
take care of urself..
all the best in the future in whatever you do...
I must be crazy writting all this...maybe this is the only place that im brave enough to express wat i want to say to her knowin that she would be reading the blog...
tats it for todae..let my shattered heart find their peices
9:58 PM
"Thank You For Loving Me"
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
[Solo]
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight
[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
9:34 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Finally the final year project shooting has ended...Its a wrap!!! go through multiple obstancle n sacrifices to get the video shoot done...hope it turn out good cause nothin is perfect in this world...aniwae...left 7 more weeks before skool end..haha..the ast day of school is on march 9...can't realli wait for it to come...in the way of this..school assignment are pilling up..qualitys werk are expected from us which sometimes i think it is rediculous...stupid...so...for rhis 7 more weeks have to attend school like everyday...haha...no more skipping lesson...werk and werk and werk...
haha...this blogskin i done myself wif help from sis old blog which is done by her frenz...i means the codings..but i chanhge some of it..can i called it my own skin...hehe...this is just a trial n error thingy...i still trying and learning how to do my realli own blogskin...hahaha..so must be patient hor..thats y is said under construction...
Aniwae someone is busy wif her werk this past few days...have to complete her logbook...haha..pity her...so this past few days...got no time MSN wif her...haha..
Aniwae...someone is wooing her back...haha..aniwae whatever ur decison is...i support u...haha...someone is WOOING her back...
hainz..if only someone would woo me like that guy do to her..hehe...so swit kan...haha..aniwae...few weeks back i said that i writing a story that representin me...something that are close to me...it seems that the progress been stalled quite a lot...since i been freaking busy...i hope that i realli can continue writing the story...if it finish...i wouldnt post it here..sorri...
10:41 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
11:06 PM
Innallillahiwainnahirajiun
This week two person had left the world for a greater pasture...
To kakak Moly and uncle Jas...
be strong..i cnt say much on how both of u had to experience..i send my condolences to u n ur family..
8:47 AM
Monday, January 08, 2007
AFTERMATH of ThE CAGE
Some of the pics after the cahe tournament...
Aniwae i hope that we can be like last time...both of us had made a mistake...
I want to to let myself loose again...i feel like screamin...but there are things that hold me back...realli do...
I realli cant wait for all of us to go out like last time again...even though sundae was a long tyme that ayam join us..if like he haven been missing for the long tyme...its a pity we didnt meet saf later...hope tis weekend we have our long overdue outing...
Slowly i have erased stuff bout my time in Ite...Ite brings more pain than anything else...it shows me more of the bad side of human being than others...if tis is the type of world im gonna face outside..i can say that at east i had gone through it...
Hadir Mu Membawa Sinaran Kasihku kau menjelma
Bersama keharuman cinta
Kau membawa harapan dialam sepiku
Ku terjaga dari mimpi yang duka
Kasihku beginikah suratan
Pertemuan ini
Kau sinari duniaku cahaya cintamu
Ku bahagia bila disampingmu
Hadirmu membawa
Sinaran cinta yang suci
Hilanglah keresahan dijiwaku
Bahagia oh kasih
Janjiku padamu
Pengorbanan kasih suci
Bersama kejujuran kan kubina
Milikku cintaku abadi
Kasihku kau menjelma
Bersama keharuman cinta
Kau membawa harapan dialam sepiku
Ku terjaga dari mimpi yang duka
Kasihku beginikah suratan
Pertemuan ini
Kau sinari duniaku cahaya cintamu
Ku bahagia bila disampingmu
11:21 PM
The soccer tournament at the CAGE was realli tiring...aniwae to locate the CAGE took like 1 hour..and to wait for the bus plus another 45 min..haha..so can u imagine waking up early in the morning to go there...but anyway..that was the first time i play there...its like the same as St Wildfred field..except smaller...after the tiring tournament...we went to beach road and eat...was supposed to meet Saf n his ga in the afternoon...but...all of us had no enegery left in our tank...so postpone it to the week later...haha...was at home sleeping like a log...aniwae skool 2molo...the best thing start at 8..shit...how to wake up..haha...somemore DAT first period...walao leh...come late lar...haha
Aniwae..the previous 2 post has posted has been to harsh...i admit that maybe it harsh and unjustfied on you...but as i say it was during the moment of frustration that i wrote it...i tink both of us are angry and dissapointed wif wat each other had said..and...i APOLOGISED if wat i wrote hurt you...tats just wat i gonna say...as i say both of us are hurt by each other..i noe its hard to forgive...but..its up to you....
12:19 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
| You Are 71% Angry |
You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way.
But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often.
All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger.
And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help. |
8:29 PM
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
8:25 PM
Here i am again....(continuation of previous post)
While having conference wif my sec skool frenz...been thinkin...am i hoping much in return??
after the things that i have done?? Am i...I supposed so....maybe im the type of person willingly helping other people but cnt help myself...where r u when i needed most?? but there i was when u needed me...i don expect a lot frm u...but i'm hurt by ur actions..but i just don't want to say it....but don wori i will still be there for u when u need me...but this time...i don expect anything back in return....
aniwae..i watch beauty n the geek at channel 5...haha..so funny..haha...i like....damn skool reopen...scripts been Longered....damn....stress will be added....does any one want to lend me their shoulder for me to lean on???
FUCK!!!!!! (let out steam)
1:35 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
FRUSTRATED
Im frustrated with U realli....realli am....wats wrong wif u realli...
i realli don understand...
promise are made to be honoured....how many times oreadi...
I feel like i been taking like a fool....im tired of it....
Tats y i been saying..Im too tired of being a NICE guy...realli am....
Aniwae...If tis sundae outing is confirm and if everybody
is present and bringing their gals along..haha..Then
i will be damn alone...Haha...any gals want to be my companion
for the day?? haha.....
11:29 PM
MANHUNT reloaded
10:03 PM
"Aku... tak pernah menduga...
Begini hebatnya...
Duka lara bila berakhirnya cinta...
Mengapa sukar untuk ku melupakan mu...
Namun mudahnya kau...
Membenci diri ini..."
A meaningful lyric...
*am i missing her?? maybe i do...
12:15 AM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Kesal
(khairul Anuar)
Terkadang masa...
Menikam dan terus berlalu pergi...
Meninggal kan sisa...
Dan membuka seribu luka di hati...
Walau ku cuba...
Hindarkan sesal di dada...
Kesilapan lalu...
Menghantui diri ku...
Segala yang indah...
Sering menemani ruang sepi ku...
Senyum dan tawa mu...
Masih jelas terbayang di mata ku...
Kini semuanya...
Menjadi kenangan silam...
Sesal hati dirundung... kecewa...
*Aku... tak pernah menduga...
Begini hebatnya...
Duka lara bila berakhirnya cinta...
Mengapa sukar untuk ku melupakan mu...
Namun mudahnya kau...
Membenci diri ini...
Apalah gunanya...
Ku terus mencari kesilapan diri...
Sedang kau tak pernah...
Ingin mengerti perasaan di hati...
Pernah kah kau rasa...
Hangatnya genangan...
Air mataku yang tak mungkin mengalir...
*
Wooohhh...
Sungguh aku tak...
Pernah mengerti...
Mengapa semua harus begini...
Seribu luka...
Kesal dihati...
*
Nice song...LOVE IT!!!
11:43 PM
Skool reopening soon...Meaning...workloads will be double cause submission of the final year project will be due...aniwae...not looking forward to it...just 3 more months to go...
Im not that petty to not forgive you...im not that heartless...Its just tat im shocked tat u had tat kind
thoughts bout me...haha..maybe im have been little harsh on you....but seriously im taken aback..
I never ever done those things u mention...Yes i may hang out at that place...
As you say..i should bring u to explore more...Should i or shouldn't i? Am i the rite person
to bring you to these kind of places?
SHAFIE!!! how ler???
YAYAYA....i don noe wat happen to my sidekick SHAFIE...i think too much of his motor lesson
has burnt his head..or mind...haha...Y i say that..because someone ask me to go GYM wif him
leh...haha..aniwae FIE...don wori...lets make it a habit....healthy lifestyle!!! nk ajak si Z*l* skali tak??
So u got more motivation!!!! haha..quick2 i wan to go gym!!!
Aniwae...all my buddies is attached ler...so happy for them!!!
Shafie wif Z*l*
Safari wif his new gal (don noe the name..saf have intro to us)
Ayam n Lyla
Fiq n Asiyah
HAHA...left me alone lor!!!! so sad....haiyo...FReNz don forget me ler now u all got Companion oreadi...
Hope can enjoy like last time...as nowadays...we haven been meetin quite often!!
BEEN SO LONG WE GET TOGETHER LER!!!!!!!!!!
PLAN leh next outing!!!!!!!!!
7:17 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
GOODBYE 2006!!! HELLO 2007
2006 has past...it brings lots of me memories, in terms of the good and the bad. I learnt a lot in 2006...in terms of life...like i said i took all the memories of the year wif me...as these are all chapters bout my life.. 2007...i will graduate from ITE..and gonna serve the country...i hope that within this few months before i enter that phase of life..i will be mentally ready...its not easy to change ur lifestyle just like tat...i hope that mentally im ready.... For 2007..i hope i open up more...i will like to go to more places.. to explore more...and more importantly to learn more... aniwae..turnin a year older tis year....gettin old... aniwae i hope tis year..i can find someone to be my companion... i hope FOR.....please make 2007 a memorable year for me...
im caught by suprise by ur action..angry?? nope dissapointed yes...i felt like i expected tat frm u..
11:27 PM
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