Friday, September 29, 2006
Without U Guys..Life will be Bored
Been watching the korean show Goong for the past few days..till the last episode...and i love the show every minute of it....it was so touching and i almost cried when watching the show...haha..serioulsy u guys should watch it as channel U gonna show it next week....haha...must watch show....so touching...aniwae...holidaes are going to finish soon..and result will be released on 4th october...am i worried or scared?? nah..cnt do anything wif the result rite...lets talk bout something else...as u noe fasting month has started...i don mind the fasting month realli...honestly i do love it...wat i doesnt like is the after the fasting month has ended that is the joyfulness of the Hari Raya....it is somethin that i would nv look towards..maybe years of having tiresome arguements among the aunties and uncles and seeing what a joke asking fo forgiveness can be...u can ask forgiveness and in a matter of seconds u an argue wif the same person....what kind of crap is that..aniwae as what i say...sometimes i wish that day would never come cause its hurts inside of me seeing that its breaking up...i cant even communicate wif my aunties and uncles like normal family do as well as communicate wif my cousin like what cousins normally do...i always felt that there was a huge barrier for the family to get closer...its sad but its true..sometimes i wonder whether the elders thinks bout the consequences of their doing...cant they see that their actions have stared to separate the relationship btw the cousins....its sad..sometimes i want to get closer to each of everyone of them..but when i get closer..the feel of hatred came to me...how they treated me and my family...its isnt easy for me to forgive them..and one thing i learn from this is that status in the family are important...no matter what...the one whu doesnt suck up to the others will suffer...and i tink im gonna say this...as part of this family...i never felt that my late grandmother never LOVE me...its realli sad when i see favouritism and bias happen in front of my own eyes..what have i done wrong i dont know....maybe i wanst as vocal as the other cousins..maybe im not as clever as the others...haha..well...thats y i realli doenst feel anything much bout the family...to me....im there just like a puppet..to be on the show...for it to be played....
aniwae for me...i still have my family members who love me...thats more important to me...as well as my frenz...eveytime im wif my frenz..my problems will fade away...they are my companions and my listening ears...sometimes when im down...beeing wif them is like a fresh air...and i noe that they have beeen pestering me to find a companion...what is important is that when i find my companion that is the speacial one...u all are the first to noe it..haha..but sadly i haven had one...maybe as years gone by waiting and suffering by myself..mt heart has become a rock wif no feeling....or it like a house without a door or a window...its just kept inside...i noe u cant force love or fate..haha..i not forcing it...sometimes i wonder what does Love realli means..it like a double edge sword....u got killed by both edges...haha...
11:12 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
Sometimes i wonder what will happen to me if i was born wif golden spoon fed in my mouth...in other words...to have everything since young...what if i born in a rich family..will i be so stuck up wif what i had or will i be humble wif what i had....since young i envy children whom their parents would send or fetch their student to school...i don noe y...sometimes when i saw it..i got jealous...haha...what i knew is that when i grew up..i want my child to enjoy privileges that i nv had...i want them not to worry bout anything but only on their studies...and i gonna make sure they will attend the best school...hehehe
2:18 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Nordiana aka NANA...hahaha.....hehehe...u look so FuNNY...hahahahaMy old frenz....hehehe.....i noe u longer than ur boyfrenz...hahaha..tell him that...
1:52 PM
Pictures of me growing up...and i LOVE it...hehehe...im SO CUTE.......
1:20 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Halo...been so long since i blog..haha..kinda busy wif the exam but now everything is OVER...haha..having my holidae nw....feel so gd not coming to skool...haha..rest my tired mind and body...haha...fasting month is comin and that is next week..haha...me and my bros have plan lot of outin durin that month...haha..fasting but still can enjoy...hehe...haha...aniwae the last few outing wif my bros was a blast..had fun....meetin u guys....nv fail bring out laughter out of me..haha...hope tis saturdae outin everyone is present..bring ur gals along yeah.....hahaha...lets hv fun before we cnt eat again....U noe..my laptop is spoilt...and guess wat..so my hp....PLEAS the BURSARY..cOme earlier ler....need money lah...haha...aniwae tis year would not be shopping...haha..too many shirts ler....haha...closets full oreadi...if i were to go shopping..haha...shop for shoes...hehehe...oklor...don noe wat to say animore...update soon....
10:21 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Photos taken from..www.fas.org.sg and
www.the-afc.com
9:33 AM
For the past few daes...have been attending the Asian Under 17 championship..watching adik play for both of the game make me really proud of him...as the team make me proud to be singaporean and supporting them...ok..for their first game..they lost 3-1 to korea...but they put a gd fight...a dubious penalty from the referee dampen the mood after that givin the korea the penalty..but losin 3-1 to korea...is an achievement..Korea is the favourite for the title and they have professional player playing in a professional league a home..adik play well...he save the penalty but cant save the rebound...but as i say first match jitters..playing in front of a hostile crowd...well done....second match was against Japan..and i have to say that..don care who is the man of the match..but to me is ADIK...he make wonderful save and been very commendable in the penalty area...save after save...he kept the team in the game..and the whole team was super even after they were down wif 10 men...super effort..realli proud of them..everyone of them and especially adik...and by the way..some teachers and school students wait for him outside teh stadium jus to take his picture...walao..so jealous sia..haha..so proud of the team n him..even though they need a big margin to win Nepal and hopefully korea win Japan..i tink the team had make people changed the misconception of singapore young soccer player are lousy...they give their 110% in every game for the past two years...to be the champin of their league in where the other teams are 2 years older than you for two years..i tink thats is great...to me..they are the best bunch of soccer player that are under FAS right now...well done boy..no matter whether u qualified to the next round or not....im proud of u...well DONE!!!!!
9:18 AM
Without U Guys..Life will be Bored
Nordiana aka NANA...hahaha.....hehehe...u look so FuNNY...hahahaha
Photos taken from..www.fas.org.sg and www.the-afc.com
