Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Dreams.........
Everyone has dreams in their life...What they want to be when they grow up....Whom they want to married too....how they want to live....
Its the same wif me...TO me...my dreams are unachiveable if i not willing to work hard....i mean realli2 hard...You see...i don realli wan to live in what im living rite now...i don meant that im not happy wif what how im living rite now...Im glad that my parents worked hard to provide for me n the family....im happy wif what i have....
What i mean is that i want to live in where.....im finacially stable..realli stable...which i can provide to my futere family n my children..and even to my parents.....that mean..i have to earn lots n lots of money....n save lots of money too.....i realli nnoe how when one live when one doesnt earn lots of money...sometimes family quarell when ones in finacially strain...i don wan that to happen to me.....i want my family n childrens to live happily...
Secondly...i want my children to have the best education...i don wan them to follow my footstep...i wan them to achive what they realli want to be..i want them to have a wonderful memories of their childhood...where im able to bring them around the world..be there when they are growing from a child to a teenager to adult...
For the one whu eventually be my wife.......I hope that i realli find someone whu are suitable for me...someone whu love me for whu i am...someone whu understand me..thats is veri important to me..coz im someone whu doesnt like to quarell wif loved ones..im someone whu give way to my loved one...
For my wedding..this is what i realli want..i don wan the under the block wedding...im a veri simple person..i dont want to wear the thick thick baju kurung...i want to wear a suit..
haha..coz i noe..i look more handsome in it..i wan my wedding to be held at the hotel..i noe it so western..but i like it...hehe...hehe...so sweet kan......
9:08 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
How i wish i can slip this ring to her finger..
"How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?"
As i say...i have been feeling down lately...really down..seeing each of my frenz wif their own gals frenz n boi frenz...haha...left only me SINGLE in the group... IM now having the longest streak of not havin a galfrenz..haiyo...years of years n still counting...hainz...
I would not forget the dae...the love started even though it really hurts me lots and lots...
7:48 PM
IT started wif a stare and a joke..before long a relationship is built...it was sweet..trust n love before it ended up wif mistrust...i kinda miss her rite nw..not now but since the relationship ended....that was a few years ago....
will blog again later...just feeling down rite nw...
4:04 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Pics of me n my buddies....
8:48 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves. Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
Love means never having to say you're sorry.
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
And I shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than you, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do.
It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.
12:10 AM
It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves. Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
Love means never having to say you're sorry.
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
And I shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than you, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do.
It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.
12:10 AM
How i wish i can slip this ring to her finger..
