Wednesday, March 29, 2006
BOO...todae was the last episode of Teman Anugerahku....hainz....ppl may kol me kental watchin this show but i would realli like to applaude the guys actin on the show for their bravery in takin the acting role..come on guys...give them some applaudes!!!!
haha..the show was mainly bout friendship and ones dreams....it was quite a nice show realli and it some sought resemble to me and my best buddies...haha..we doesnt realli had arguements like how zul n wan had in the show but the one thing we had in common was that the bonds we had...like the previous post..i say how that our friendship had become stronger each outingz and the tyme we spend with each other.....Iskandar, Syafiq, Safari, Hamdi...
this is include my old pals...like Nithya, Shafie, Uma, Zahir, Jaslin and Kaixin and the others...since we graduated....we seldom meet and its been a long tyme since we meet each other...haha..each moments i spend back during the tymes we had would never been replaced....it was great...the teasing we had was realli meaningful....its a pity that we realli never enjoy the last bit of moments back when we were in school...but one things will always remain to me is that even though the old is the past...it holds to what is happenin to the future...even though i me new frenz along the way...u guys will never be forgotten....
As i said i met new frenz when im in ITE..ppl like Hubab,Faizah,Linana, Dan, Diy and the others...realli enjoy the tyme we had in class...even though our friendship was like a few months old...realli treasure it...sometymes arguements n understandin will wrecked up a friendship but it we put our EgOS, and Pride aside....the friendship will become stronger..........
Some one asked me whether i mizz that someone...i didnt ans that question..it was realli a suprised to me when the question was asked.....i didnt answer the question...but what i did was i changed the topic....i don noe y but i feel like answerin that question would made me even confused than ever before....my palz noe that whenever our conversation involved her..i would strongly tried to changed the topic....in some ways...i unable to forget her....tried as i might..i cant do it...i cant move forward sometimes whenever i think bout her....to me...her soul is stronger than her presence....LOVE is cruel..realli cruel...and i would really thanx LOVE for making my life so ever miserable...jealous creep in when couples are seen hugging n coodles together...JEALOUS................
What Is Love? Love is a shy smile, a sweet hello, a soft caress...Love is two hands entwined, a lingering kiss, a swelling of the heart...Love is undeniable, unforgettable, unimaginable, and what every heart yearns for...
- Sarah Ramirez -
"My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You"
"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."
“Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"
"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."
"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."
"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."
"Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?"
11:10 PM
Its been a long tyme since i realli update my blog..haha..have been puttin quotes n more quotes in my blog...aniwae my exam paper is tis fridae...haha...haven even start revisin for the paper yet...haha..gonna start after i finish typin my blog....
lIfe has been stale for this few weeks...my frenz are so busy wif themselves it isnt easy for each of us to meet each other like last time...most of my palz have served NATIONAL SERVICES...except me...haiz...next year had to slogged for the country....haha..aniwae even though we seldom go out like we use to be...each of our outin have been a memorable one...even though its is a simple outin..i realli enjoy it....each of this outing..really tighten out bonds between each of us...realli enjoy it...we can take out the "mickey" out of each other without hurtingds ones feelings...haha...hope our friendship will last forever....i realli hope that each of us find the perfect partner that we have been lookin for....for so so so long..............
12:01 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
QUOTES......................
All men who have achieved great things have been great dreamers.
Orison Swett Marden
The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power.
- Hugh White -
A champion is someone who gets up, even when they can't.
- Natalie Rogers -
Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while.So when you are lonely, remember it's true, Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
- K. Blackburn -
The only place where dreams are impossibleis in your own mind.
- Emalie -
1:34 AM
Quotes..........
A friend is someone we turn towhen our spirits need a lift.A friend is someone we treasurefor our friendship is a gift.A friend is someone who fills our liveswith beauty, joy, and grace.And makes the whole world we live ina better and happier place.
-Jean Kyler McManus -
Friendship is like the breeze,You can't hold it,Smell it,Taste it,Or know when it's coming,But you can always feel it,And you'll always know it's there,It may come and then go,But you can know it'll always be back.
- Terri Fanning -
Standing by,All the way.Here to help you through your day.Holding you up,When you are weak,Helping you find what it is you seek.Catching your tears,When you cry.Pulling you through when the tide is high.Just being there,Through thick and thin,All just to say, you are my friend.
- Brittani Kokko -
Friends will come and friends will go,The seasons change and it will show,I will age and so will you,But our friendship stays, strong and true.
There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,someone who's there through your good times and tears,who stays by your side as your friend through the years.
- Autymn Skillings -
1:27 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
DID GOD answer my prayers yesterdae.....she wishes me a hapi birthdae..even though its one dae late!!! HAPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:53 PM
Have i been expecting her kol or msges to wish me hapi birthdae...what im thinkin off...hainz..she would remember my birthdae...ya..she would msges me unless she in dire help like last tyme..hainz....
12:43 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
HAPI BIRTHDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hapi birthdae to me..hapi birthdae to me!!!!!!!!!!!!
hapi birthdae to me........hapi birthdae to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
may all my wishes and dreams come true!!!!!!!!!!
12:03 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Qoutes....Qoutes.......
"I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am."
"People won't remember what you did. People won't remember what you said. But, people will remember how you made them feel."
" Never say 'I like you' if you don't care. never talk about feelings if they're not there. never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. "
" It's hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone to love, but the hardest part of falling is to admit that you have fallen in lovewith someone you didn't mean to love from the start... "
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens.It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
"Love is not measured by how you feel, but how you make the other person feel."
" So often we don't say 'I love you' because we fear losing someone,but more often we lose them because we fear saying 'I love you' "
" If you love someone, tell them... for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken. "
"It takes a life time to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."
"You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurting that loved one is enough to break your own heart"
" A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its the one your thinking of. A dream is just a dream until you make it come true. Love is just a work until its proven to you. "
" Love can be trying and hard to accomplish but when you have love always hold it close to your heart because you never know when you have to let it go. "
11:58 PM
The Way ( Clay Aiken)
There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you
There's somethin' 'bout the way
Your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me<>
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when
I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look
You get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same
In the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight (tonight)
It's in the way that
You hold me
And the way that
You know me
And when I can't find
The right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way
I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is that makes me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way
It's in the way that (Oh)
You move me
And the way that
You tease me
The way that
I want you tonight (tonight)
Oh (It's in the way that)
You hold me (the way you hold me, yeah)
And the way thatYou know me (the way you know me)
When I can find the right words to say (Feel it in the)
It's in the way that
You move me
And the way that
You tease me (feelin')
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay ~ (feel it in the way)
There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say thanI feel it in the way
1:31 PM
Meaning of number of ROSE
1 Rose Exceptional love all concentrated on you.
2 Roses Two of us deeply in love.
3 Roses I love you.
6 Roses I want to be yours.
9 Roses Love each other eternally.
11 Roses You are the one I love most in my life.
12 Roses Satisfactory union and mutual affinity.
13 Roses Secret admirer.
24 Roses Remember fondly every moment(24 hours cannot forget you).
33 Roses Saying "I love you" with PROFOUND LOVE.
36 Roses Feeling romantic attachment because you come to me.
44 Roses Constant unchangeable pledge.
50 Roses This is "Regretless Love".
56 Roses My love.
66 Roses Successful love affair.
99 Roses Love with understanding makes love eternal.
100 Roses Harmonious union in a century, remain a devoted couple 'till ripe-old age.
101 Roses No other love but you.
108 Roses Please marry me!
111 Roses Eternal love.
123 Roses Free love.
144 Roses Loving you day and night eternally.
365 Roses Thinking of you everyday, love you everyday.
999 Roses Everlasting and eternal love.
1001 Roses Faithful love, 'till forever
1:24 PM
27 Ways to make a girl smile
1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day.
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
10 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
12 . Play with her hair.
13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her.
17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. Carve your names into a tree.
19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
20 . Give her piggyback rides.
21 . Bring her flowers
22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
26 . Kiss her in the rain.
27 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.
1:18 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

"A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever."
"If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special."
I got a major problem.....nowadays it seems that i get flare up so easily..haiz...cant control my temper nowadys..don noe y...hainz...hope that tis wouldnt become a habit...i realli need anger management before its too late...
10:55 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
When You Love Someone....
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,your phone is quiet.You are desperately waiting for the call!At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all themessages in your answering machine because of one messagefrom that special someone, you are in love
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you wouldnot hesitate to think of that special someone.Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
1:35 PM
Why GUYS like GURLS.....
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. the ease in which they fit into our arms
5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
9. the way they look good no matter what they wear
10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. the way her hand always finds yours
13. the way they smile
14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. the way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. the way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you'
18. actually... just the way they kiss you...
19. the way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. then the way apologize when it does hurt ..(even though we don't admit it!)
23. the way they say "I miss you"
24. the way you miss them
25. the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
1:28 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
The CD Boy
A boy walked into a CD store and saw a girl behind the counter. She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it. "Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again. He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with itwrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't know? He passed away yesterday..."
The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother went into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go outwith me? Love, Jacelyn
6:44 PM
Aries
People with Aries Horoscope love compliments and tend to gravitate towards unrestricted, lively people. They are outgoing and active. If you plan a date with an Arian, be prepared to stay out late and have some fun, as they are filled with energy, and love excitement
Generally, people with Aries Horoscope like to think of themselves as intellectuals, therefore, the best way to excite an Aries is to approach them on a intellectual level. They are aggressive and passionate. However, be forewarned that Arians has a tendency to be jealous and when in love, wants quite a bit of our time, if not all of it
They love to be asked for their advice and will give you as much time, guidance, and sympathy that you need. Their advice is usually given straight forth and without hesitation. Although they are frank and candid, Arians Horoscope will gladly share their opinions with you.
An absolute definite way to end a relationship with people under Aries Sign is to start dictating or even more so, dominating them. They hate it. In addition, never give them orders. Not only do they not take orders well, but most likely they won't even listen.
Known to be independent, Arians will be a trustworthy, loyal and exciting partner.
6:39 PM
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person,
but when you see him smile you suddenly realize
you're just pretending you're over him to ease the
pain of knowing that he will never be yours..
You know you love someone when
you want them to be happy even
if their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Someone should sue Disney for planting
the ideas in little kids heads that every
girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.
A great love? It's when you shed tears for him but
still you care for him. It's when he ignored you
but you still long for him. It's when he starts loving another,
and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say
"I'm happy for you."
There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest...
your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo...
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.
One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say,"My life"
and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life...
"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to
do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you."
" A boy love this girl but the girl didn't mind.
One day the boy got sick and was about to die.
Then the girl asked, "Why are you leaving me?"
then the boy answered, "so I can be your angel and love you forever""
6:15 PM
Have you ever needed someone
To take the fragile pieces of your heart
And wrap careful hands
Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own?
Someone who can pull you close,
When you're feeling so alone
Who speaks not a word,
But knows how to touch you
In that one special place
That lets you know you are still alive?
Someone who can look into your eyes
And see past the darkness
That has come to cloud your soul.
Someone who finds that one spark of caring,
Who nutures it back to life...
The one special someone
Who can wrap around you with his body
And give your soul a hug,
Your heart ease...
6:12 PM
I would climb the highest mountain,
And walk the hottest desert sand,
For it is you that I seek.
I would cross the widest river,
And swim the deepest ocean blue,
For it is you I want by my side.
You are the one,
Who makes me whole,
You've captured my heart,
And touched my soul.
You are the one,
Who step in my life,
Who gave me power,
To do what's right.
For you alone,
Are my reason to live,
For the compassion you show,
And the care that you give.
You came into my life,
And made me complete,
For each time I see you,
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty,
In both body and mind,
Your soft, gentle lips,
When they collide with mine.
For you are the one,
God sent from above,
The angel I needed,
And whom I do love.
6:04 PM
My dae todae veri hectic...haha..play soccer than went home went town than went home..hahaha..
aniwae hapi birthade to linana..legally 18 liao....haha
3:56 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
1986 batch
Mizz My history Mates
Me and my ITE classmates
WEee...change my blogskin again....haha...damn..should be studyin rite nw....but wat im doin nw?? hoggin om my laptop...haha..wat to do..not motivated yet..hehehe..put this chinese music video oso..title tong hua..quite nice and quite touching...watch it...haha...
2:53 PM