Tuesday, February 28, 2006
WEEE!!!!! New ADIDAS BOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...adik got his paid and bought my advanced birthdae present!!!! thanz......hahaha...
11:32 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
u must tink that im crazy bloggin at this hour..haha..cant close my eyes..don noe y..my heart feel so heavy and i definitely feeling lonely rite now...ok..let me tok bout todae first..meet fiq and saf..go marina square..haha...illie group perform much better than manje group..haha..the music much louder and nicer compared to manje group..aniwae just to say that u all have done ur best and be proud..aniwae..let me see whu i met todae...herm...dahlia,sofian,kifli,fred,azlin,hafiz n her gal...and many others..heared that aishah was oso there...search for her coz of fiq..wanted to see her...haha..aniwae then went to lavender watch adik game..they won geylang under 18 5-0...haha...what a shame losing to small kid..haha..then watch the under 18 game...ahmad was there..haha..the match was like a wrestlin match than soccer..n i should noe what happen next..if legs flying around...haha....then walk to bugis..walk2....then go home...saf had to report to her gal..hainz...dier pon dh der gal....worse...saf say he met HER at amk..and she is so much prettier..hainz....damn it..y doesnt fate let me and her cross path again...so unfair....
listenin to the project superstar winner song...tong hua...nice...and great voice too...love the song so touching...fallin in love wif it....gees...i cant sleep....haha...i tink my heart is longing for her...its so nice and touching when u see couple walkin around..and todae i see quite alot....and lets just say im bloody hell jealous....haha..longing for her and her touch...longing for hugs and kisses...gees...if only i could turn the back the time..i wouldnt let her go that easily...gees im so stupid..someone had been askin me y am i not have feelings for other...can i say its eass=y to fall in love but whether the love is true thats isnt easy...i don wan to decieved myself sayin im gotten over her...im tryin to move on even after years....its hard and painful....no one noes how hurt i am inside...sometimes my heart just burst into tears..not my eyes coz i don wan to show my feelin to others....i don noe whether we will ever met again...i only can hope and pray...people say that the more u long for the person the slimmer the chance u ever met her....i doesnt wan that to happen..no!!!!!!!!!!!!! what can i do rite..its not up to me but fate.........endin my writtin here with tears rolling down my cheeks.................................
4:26 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Weekend has enden..and school week will start in a few hours times...weekend was mostly spent at home..feel great stayin at home as usually weekends is where i went around Singapore..jst rest at home..watchin tV..and also play my PS2 make my week worthwhile..hahaha..of course not to forget i completed my EES assignment oreadi...haha..7 pages sia...haha..some copy paste but some also have to type also..haha...hopefully wat i do correct lor...nv find much info on the net..WEe...aniwae..next week dancewerk at marina square..my secondary school mates are takin part...so have to go down and support lor...hainz..hahaha..ya i forgot...February is endin n MArch is just around the horizon..and that means ....my BIRTHDAE is comin...WEeeeeee......
11:31 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Its hard sometimes when u thought that u and someone are trying to get to noe each other better but when something cropped up..Do she realli understand u and doeas u realli understand her..its really disheartenin when its happen but when it happen it will realli struck u hard...Havin feeling towards someone u love or like is painful...u wouldn't noe whether they noe bout ur feelings towards them...
To all people whu have feelings for someone u love so much...GO and grabbed them if u cnt becoz if u mizz it..u will regret it..just like i am.........
" Why will we cherish the important person in our life after we lost it?...."
"You can oso know some1 for a long time but u oso cn noe nothin bout the person from that time....."
10:16 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
This a phrase frm a speech by my ex secondary school vice principle..
" When you were born in the world, you cried and the world rejoiced....Live ur life so that when u die, the world cries n u rejoiced....."
So sophisicated rite...haha..aniwae..todae mondae..was quite emotional dae for me...much more during the CMS..its where we as a class open up to each other and im glad to say that for the first time...i felt that the class is bonded and united even if we doesnt mixed wif each other much...it was so touching and quite meaninful as we are now as adult have to learn and respect each other...EGOS aside..we sometimes have to eat the humble pie so that we can succeed in life...after school feel like hanging out wif the gals for a while..so was there chattin wif the gals at the cafe...have fun tokin wif u all..openin up a little bit to each other..helpin one and another our problems..was a great fun...somethin that was meaninful to me...furthemore as VALENTINE's Day is 2molo...i feel down and sad suddenly...its been a long time since i clebrate valentines day...suddenly my hearts went to sorrow and sadness but i didnt broke down..coz i noe...to love someone..doesnt mean that u have to own that someone...as long as she is happy wif her life..im hapi for her...
For me...im always felt that im ready to start a relationship..but..suddenly i lost it...i lost the feelings....for example...when people doubts ur feelins towards them...the feelins suddenly changed to that u rethink again...and it becomes a doubt to u whether ur feelings towards that someone are true...another thing is that gals nowadays like to "merajuk" so much...its so much that sometimes i feel like giving up....its not one... its a lot...frenz complainin that their gals merajuk...hv to "sayang2" her...come on...once a while..its acceptable..but if it happen all the times...u will get sick of it...and im the type whu will get sick of that easily...hahaha...i can be a romantic person but i tink for now..no one have won my heart again..the feelings have been locked and i don noe when will be it ever open again......
Happy valentines day to all the couple in the world...treasure each other coz u wouldnt want to lost that someone important to you...maybe not nw but in the future whu knows rite.........
8:03 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
WEEKEND is NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!! yeh!!!!!!! that means i can sleep damn late and wake up damn late oso..weee..oh yeah..sundae mornin got soccer match..weee...friendly against who?? i don noe...abg elfi nv tell...wee..long time nv have match...wooo...but hope that sat i can play soccer wif flang all...OI!!! u better make it...kaki gatal seh dh lame tk main bola...haha..aniwae...jst 2 say i mizz her lotz...
9:02 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
WeEeEeE..haha...todae i did my phase test..haiz...should be passed lar..coz i do mostly all the correct step..aniwae i failed my EES test..haha..10/30..wow..thats the result of studyin last min..it seems that i lost my skills of studyin last min lar..hainz....must regain the skill back..a MUST!!...haha..okok..im not so paranoid failin my test...FAILING DOESNT MAKE U A FAILURE...haha..nice phrase rite..haha..It will only motivate me to do better..(ARE U SURE) hahaha..nvm..still got till march till exam..weeee..nearer leh..must buck up..aniwae had fun during break time..camwhoring outside library..lying down on the sofa..great fun..enjoy so much just now..hehe..aniwae valentines dae is comin..nearer hainz..for so long nv celebrate valentines dae leh...haha..any blind date??? sOund so deperate leh..nvm...hope all u couples enjoy ur valentines dae..weeeeee.....
8:30 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
LEts jst say...my bodies are so weak todae after the weekend...was so tired that i skipped my MFD class as i jst cant get up from bed..pity me..hahaha....todae test was tricky...either can jst pass or jst failed or worse failed..kwang3...haha..aniwae we had like 2 hours breaks b4 CMS...haha..sit down at cafe then to the library...listen to "someone" problems...haha..as a group we try to solve the problem..but i tink the decision is still up to U..haha..after that went for CMS..played games before we sat down n disscussed bout ppl misconception bout ITE..The class voiced out a lot but the truth is that we don have the power to do somethin bout it..realli..its like enterin a war where the enemy had machine gun while u had a sword..wat can u do...haha...noe wat..seein ppl havin a relationship....make me so jealous...hainz..don noe y lar..jst that im so jealous...hmmmmm...deep down i jst cant forget bout u...hainz...
8:32 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
LEAVE ME ALONE ALL OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OFF FROM MY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: LATER CAN COME BACK..
4:26 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
School reopen todae n i wasnt realli in the mood to go to skool...aniwae..drag my butt out from the bed and meet shafie at admiralty.....actually meet at 620 but some ppl cant read watch properly ended up comin at 645..tgk sape lambat...chattin in the train...quite fun lar..tok bout everythin that we can tok of..haha..coz both of us r the crappy person..wee....great..aniwae heard a bad news that both MMT are gonna combined next term and tha some of the people in the class will be kicke out...hees...scared...hope not me lar..coz i been a good boy all the tmye..hehe..klah..have to study for my phase test n test next week.....
7:32 PM
