This is me my life KARIM

Friday, December 30, 2005

Changed my blogskins...and song plus tagboard again..haha..refreshed things...and of course for linana sake for the tagboard oso..aniwae went to sentosa todae with my secondary skool peepz...had fun at the beach even though it was me n vicky only swimming....herm..wat to write??? don noe lar....quite boring oso...

herm...my new year resolution???? cnt think of it yet.....haha...

10:18 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

wee....having fun todae with my ex skool mates..nithya,uma,vicky and zahir..even though it is like only 5 of us..we were damn noisy..hahaha...met zahir first to play pool at lucky plaza..then wait for vicky n the gals to come..walao so long..play pool till boring seh..then went they come cnt decide where to go..Great world city,Suntec,Airport??? then bus 36 come which show changi airport..we boarded the bus and just treated the bus as our own..tok so loud..laugh..aniwae uma had this accent when she speak..Australian accent..hahaha..cnt blame her after so long at Australia..aniwae had fun chatting at coffeebean..tok2..then take pic...which is with UMA...BETTER SEND..aniwae uma left early..which left the 4 of us..sit and eat the the viewing gallery...tok bout old days..then make our way to the skytrain..the things is..we were sitting there for like 5 trips..non-stop..hahaha..then we came out with an idea..GOING SENTOSA this fridae..hahaha..cnt wait..invite the others oreadi..if u all cnt make it..its ok..hahaha..take 24 home..reach serangooon..they left me alone..hahaha..had to stop at amk to take train home..aniwae thats all.......

1:08 AM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

woohoo...sundae!!!! merry Christmas to all who celebrate christmas!! hahaha..so hapi that 2molo there will be no skool!!...haha..have to enjoy myself during this holidae coz the next holidae will be so far away..aniwae..tuesdae me n my ex secondary skoolmate will be going out..don noe where...but must be happening after a long tyme nv meet..woohooo..u noe wat..im tinkin bout askin my dad for the jacket i wanna buy..herm..my dad buy for my small sis a bicycle...not fair..hahaha..ok thats all for todae...Peace out...

oh yeah..holidae must compile all my project werk for MFD!!!!!!

11:40 AM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

WOOHOOO!!!!! todae when i was on the way home...i received a msg frm her..haha..u tink i must be crazy rite..she aske me to pledge to do some voluntary werk...herm..some sought like deliverin bread for like 10 hours...herm..i don noe whether can make it or not...i don noe y i agree to give my name..herm..she ask for my help wat..so help lor...don noe when the voluntary organisation called...if i cnt make it..sorilor...herm...so hapi..aniwae i FAILED my ess test by 0.4%..haha..i got 69.6%..aniwae i don wan to take the retest as my previous test i all pass..haha..irritate YAna n Veron todae to the max..hahaha..Sorilor..but got nothin to do wat..cnt blame me...i tryin to liven the dae up..hahaha..cnt wait for the holidae..coz i wanna mit my secondary skul mates!! they are the best!!

8:29 PM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i put a song in my blog...so HAPI!!!!!

5:48 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

CMS todae discussed bout relationship that we had..made me realized that she is still in my mind..herm..during the discussion i suddenly feel empty inside me..rememberin the tyme we spent together..even thought most of it was short..but it has an everlasting memories..everythin bout her suddenly come out..the dae when i first mistake her for a chinese gal to the dae i woo her...n continue..till the dae we break up..my mind was like a serial drama..i was tryin to be myself in class..trying not to get distracted bout it...i sat down for a while wif them for coffee..but the stories in my mind doesnt end..i wasnt feelin myself then...so i find an excuse to leave the group..sori guys...my mind was in turmoil...i just had to hv a walk by myself..to enjoy the memories that we had and also to endure the pain that i go through...never the last..even thought the painful is unbearable...the memories we had soften the pain a little bit..im deeply hurt now...sometymes the pain is too hard for me...

THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS (Kelly Clarkson)

Ooooohhh
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm
Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up inside)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can’t refuse the call)
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo.ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)

7:47 PM

EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU (Bryan Adams)
Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me

Search your heart - search your soul

And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for

You know it's true

Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find

There's nothin' there to hide

Take me as I am - take my life

I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for

I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more

Ya know it's true

Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love

And no other - could give more love

There's nowhere - unless you're there

All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

I can't help it - there's nothin'

I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you

Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

7:42 PM

MY EVERYTHING (98 Degrees)
The loneliness of nights alone The search for strength to

carry on My ev'ry hope had seemed to die

My eyes had no more tears to cry

Then, like the sunshine from up above

You surrounded me with your endless love

And all the things

I couldn't see

Are now so clear to me
(Chorus 1:)

You are my ev'rything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love

I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Ev'ry night, I pray on bended knee

That you will always be

My ev'rything
Now, all my hopes and all my dreams

Are suddenly reality

You've opened up my heart to feel

A kind of love that's truly real

A guiding light that will never fade

There's not a thing in life that

I would ever trade

For the love you give and won't let go

I hope you'll always know
(Repeat chorus 1)
(Bridge:)

Oh, oh, you're the breath of life in me

The only one that sets me free

And you have made my soul complete

For all time For all time
(Repeat chorus 1)
(Chorus 2:)

You are my ev'rything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone T

he only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Ev'ry night, I pray down on bended knee

That you will always be

My ev'rything Oh, my everything

7:37 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

wat is the true meaning of friendship?? is friendship made up by a group of ppl whu just recently met within few months?? to me...i regard a true frenzship when someone or a group of ppl whu had been there for me when i needed most to share my happiness n sorrowness together..im glad to sae that my frenz had always been there when i needed most..frenz like Zahir,Shafie n Li ping whu had been there when i needed them most..frenz like Nithya whu give me advices n of course my pals fiq,saf n yam..not to mention jaslin..ppl like zahir , shafie n li ping whu we known for like 6 years nw...i treasure each one of our memories..Li Ping whu realli help to when i wsa breakin up wif my ex...Zahir n fie..my best pals...go through a lot together during our times in deyi..n of course during our last years of skool..its great that we keep contact with each other..cant imagine if we lost contact sia...haha..thanx my frenz for bein there when i needed u most!!

12:10 AM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

damn it..im freaking mad n tired rite nw...lazy to blog...

9:56 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

damn it..im so tired todae n my brained are lkye herm....fried?? hahawas a long dae n most of the ppl in the class are having this sought called "mood Swingy" thingy..everyone was like cranky n agitated todae...for me..im usual..with tired body i bring myself to skool..aniwae changed mt tagboard to the delight of Zahir..come on bro..bombard me with all ur tags...hahaha..hope u can make tis Sat coz im kinda gonna get mad if we nv conquer the court again..haha..look at the other teams look when u,me,vicky n gim guan come last 2 weeks..they got this look..the bored looks...hahaha..cnt wait lor..hope cn make it...haha

7:15 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

hainz..it seems that my effort to forget bout her is fruitless..

it seems that as daes goes by..my love for her become stronger than ever..

i don noe y this happen as this was not supposed to be happening..

geeezz..cant wait for weekend really..have to clear up my mind bout her..

Skul had been just fine..works pilling up...aniwae im taking things

slowly bout my studies..i noe wat im capable off...damn don noe

wat to write...

6:18 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

Im TIRED!!!! haha..kinda tired..i mizz my secondary skools frenz..herm..quick2 organize bbq..haha...can meet n play2 again..hehehe...aniwae change my blogskin again..a little bit of my feminine side..hahaha..but still nice...im loving it..kkkkk....im bored to death nw..so scram off...whoooo

8:47 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

project , assignment n skoolwork are pilling up...damn it...why they teacher like to rush thing when they just told us bout the project or assignment..im kinda get irritated by it...herm..aniwae todae was another tiring dae..it seem that as das goes by..im getting more lethargic n tired..im weak!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!! hahaha...jokin only..cant wait for the weekend so that i can rest my tired body n especially my brain...herm...i tink i overwork my brain liao....it gonna go bersek soon...update later again..wanna watch amazing race

7:56 PM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Kenshee Himura

Man oh man...todae i felt that i was back in Mrs Phua period for Math lesson..Gosh..im suppose to have my MDA but then the teacher start nagging till the end of the period...herm damn it...felt so secondary school..by the way while the teacher were nagging bout the class..i took the opportunity to revise for the subject...not that im bein rude..but it doesnt concern me realli..haha..aniwae its the first time that i had a theory lesson for my PE..herm..sound stupid rite..haha..aniwae..it seems that times flies veri quickly and it is nearly the New Year soon...had to start thinkin bout my new year resolution..herm...i haven been makin my resolution come true for the previous year...Hoping for a change next year...haha..thats all for todae..

8:31 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

Just finish my CMS speech plan project. FOr me my project for that subject finish liao. don noe whether need to use power point to do the presentation. Any way todae skool is so dragging. herm kinda boring lar this term.Aniwae i think im getting in to gear for my studies..herm..have to do well as this is for my future..

Aniwae it seem that my burden had been lifted seen i pledged to forget bout her..i seem to be much carefree todae..herm..haha..not overly confident that i can forget her entirely but we must try right...aniwae me gonna rest now..bye..

9:03 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

halo...got nothin better to do after reaching home...so here i am blogging away..herm..in theafternoon went out wif saf n fiq..ayam wasnt with us as he had to report to camp...aniwae went to town..walk to Far East..lOok around...n then something caught my eyes!!!!! a retro brown shirt was so super nice n it cost only $20 at 77th street...Damn It...thought of buying it since i had some money but then waitin for shafie to werk at one of the outlet in 77th street..maybe got discount mah..haha..aniwae syafiq bought a crown necklance there...after that..went to play pool...so long nv play n my form was terrible...but the last few games i regained my little form...haha...then walk to heeren n one brown jacket caught my attention n it cost $39..hermm...maybe im gonna buy the jacket next week...how i wish i was a millionaire...haha...aniwae...we went home early since i had skool 2molo..damn..weekend ended liao...how i wish everydae was weeekend....herm..

Todae was my first dae to forget everythin bout her n start a fresh..its painful but i believe that i can n should overcome it..no Pain no gain rite..Kkkkk...me kinda sleepy..Scram out.....

10:44 PM

herm...the world is kinda small to me..the reason i said this i got in touch with a gal who was my primary skulmate frm Primary 1 to primary 6..geesh..our parents are closed last tyme..but since we graduated from primary skool..we lost contact so to as our parents...cut the story short...she is in the same ITE with me..hahaha...geeess..herm..what a small world after all...haha..kinda funny that after such a long tyme in skool...nv met her once or saw her..herm..funny...

for me nw...im kinda trying to forget bout her..its tyme for me to let my memories of her n my hope for her goes away...im kinda lookin for a fresh start..even thought it is painful...maybe tyme can heal the pain n suffering that i will go through....

11:10 AM