Tuesday, November 29, 2005
halo..haven been updatin lately due to certain reason...skool has been a dread for me since it started...i need the motivation back so that i can achieve my goals that i set..herm...the holidae had been playing apart..haven yet kickstart myself to the skool system yet..hopefully my mind will help me do that..GOsh...Im like trailing in my studies nw....pleaz..Worried2....aniwae...lately i had a big decision to make in my relationship life...as u nw i been so confused lately to wat decison i had to make..after a heart to heart talk wif my best buddy Zahir......i made a decison to wait for HER rather than be with that someone...its not that i don like her...but it seems that our characters clash..so it hard if we were in a relationship where they would be many arguements n quarrel rather than the sweet n romantic tyme we should had..herm..soccer training had started last sundae..hope to be fit i used to be before.....herm..thats all folk..im kinda tired....
8:36 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
hey dudes...yesterdae was a tiring dae for me..went to skool then had to rush home before meetin Zahir at dhoby ghaut..bloody hell him made me wait a long time..herm..dissapointed wif u..haha..after a few walk went to Yio chu Kang to meet wif the other..Ayam,Fiq,SaFari n Farhana..supposed to go play bowling at the grassroot club there but then slippers are not allowed so we went to marina square n bowl..it was my first tyme bowling n my frustration got into me..coz everytyme i bowl the ball go into the "longkang"..finally i just whacked the ball anyhow..haha..but i got a strike lar..haha..i was the lowest n even farhana beat me..but the highlight of the bowling event was when Zahir save his best for the last...he curl the ball for a strike...that was superz..even the sea gamers in singapore should be proud of that..hahaha...after a few walk around...zahir n farhana neeed to go..accompany them to the train station..went to town fo a walk..relax at one corner eating old changkee.haha..coz nowhere to go n everybody were tired..went home at 830..no pic were taken as i didnt bring my cam along..herm...
2:13 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
shes the ONE
halo...just came back from town...hanging out my dudez again but this tyme was accompany by Farhana n Juwita....haha...THe dae was full of fun n crap...felt wif laughter that partially overcome certain feelin that i felt for this few week...i had been goin crazy lately in my mind just thinkin of her......Just thinkin of her....herm...wat im gonna write may seem that im repeating myself...but i cnt seem to take my mind of her...shes someone speacial to me...Come Karim..enough is enough....Gather all ur courage to start wooing her or gather all ur courage to let someone else to take a place in ur heart...Y it is easy ro fall in love but is damn HARD when it is ended..to me my life is just like black n white...its n ordinary life that need some sparks to liven it up...i just need that someone whu can chnge the color of my life...its been nearly 5 unbearable years of single life...herm...
11:47 PM
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Sering kali disalah erti
Tulusnya budi
Tidak pernah engkau hargai
Berlalu pergi dengan Kelukaan ini
Kumengalah... ku bersabar
Bertentang mata seolah-olah tiada apa
Berpaling muka ada saja yang tidak kena
Mencari sebab serta alasan yang kukuh
Supaya tercapai hajatmu
Manis dibibir memutar kata
Malah kau tuduh akulah segala penyebabnya
Siapa terlna pastinya terpukau
Pujukmu, rayumu, suaramu
Yang menagih simpati dan harapan
Engkau pastinya tersenyum
Dengan pengunduran diriki
Tetapi bagi ku pula
Suatu ketenangan
Andai kita terus bersama
Belum tentu kita bahagia
Selagi tidak kau ubah
Cara hidupmu
Ada rahmatnya
Bila tidak lagi bersamaTerasa jauh
Diriku ini dengan dosaKu tinggalkanmu walau tanpa kerelaan
Yang nyata kau tidak berubah...
Katalah apa yang kau ingin
Selagi kau dapat berkata
Memang begitu sikapmu
Semenjak dahulu
11:36 PM
Selingkar kasih
Seharusnya cinta ini bisa berdiri
Sebagai sebuah istana megah
Menjadi persinggahan mahkota hati
Melambang kebahagian kita
Seharusnya cinta kita bisa tersenyum
Seolah seorang puteri ayu
Akan menjadi idaman mahkota hati
Lambang pengorbanan kita yang suci
( korus )Tetapi selingkar oh kasihmu
Telah terurai meragut dan menyakar
Hati ini jua
Masih lagi selingkar kasihmu
Yang menghantui rasa dan merindu daku juaOh
...Kepastian yang ku nanti tetapi engkau
Masih mencari cinta yang lain
Bukan diriku
( ulang korus )
Seharusnya cinta ini bisa berdiri
Sebagai sebuah istana megah
Menjadi persinggahan mahkota hati
Melambang kebahagian kita kasih
11:29 PM
hey guys..skool starts n it be kinda laid back for these few days..maybe the excitement haven start yet...for me..this term is a challenge for me keep up my gd werk last term..this term result will tell me whether i improving or slacking/declining...haha..its been usual week..the week will be spent wif my close buddies..i tink we had become closer than ever before...Have a great time when ever we spent the tyme together..haha...
aniwae..its been nearly 5 years since she left me...i wonder how shes been doin nw..well its been a long time since im in a relationship n how i wish im m now...mizz the tyme when im holding her hand..mizz toking on the phone till late nights..herm..seriously to say i MISSES her...my frenz had been persuading me to go for her or just let her go...but i cant do both of it...she realli stole my heart from other gerls whom maybe wan to be in my heart...it seems tat i cant win this battle..everydae my mind would be on her...gosh...it seems that tears are slowly creaping from my heart..i really regret letting her go...should i have stay n fight for her rather then letting the guy win that easily?? I don noe what im going to do..it seems that i cant do anything...i just lost the battle with her...she WON n CONQUER my heart leaving me in distress....
1:30 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
halo...i must be crazy for updatin my blog this hour where i should be sleepin..in a few hours time..i haha m goin back to skool..haha..don noe wat m i goin to study..aniwae..in the afternoon..when put wif my peepz again the Amigos haha to town..mit ayam at yishun to get some stuff first..aniwae after that mit Saf at bishan..SAf got a work that going to Australia for 3 months to werk there...haha...if u go..we gonna mizz out ur horniest antics n ur sharp eyes for gals...haha..relaz at burger king at wheelock coz waitin for syafiq..had great fun playin n jokin wif
them..after meetin fiq..walk for a while before when to play pool..aniwae on SAturdae..me, zahir vicky n gim guan conquer the deyi street soccer court agian after 2 months of not going there..haha..the ppl there miss us lots..haha..k..gonna sleepz...tata
1:39 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
hai...todae..was a speacial dae...haha...hang out wif my buddy Zahir....after like months of not meetin up with each other..had fun playin pool wif him..ya2...wat u expect a pro bully an ametuer player like me....haha...aniwae i got my revenge coz we went to dhoby ghaut to play winning eleven....haha...wat u tink..of course lah....i beat him...wat u expect...haha..even though i lost two matches..come on ppl im tired...hahaha..he will scream at me when he read tis...haha...aniwae..had realli a great tyme wif im..catchin up with each other..aniwae gonna mit up again...on this saturdae to play soccer before going to swimming at jurong..hope that that everybody cn make it..haha...
aniwae was msnin wif Siti norazlin jst nw...catchin up wif her this tyme..i hv 2 congragulate her coz she had found her love one..congrats babe....haha..was tokin wif her bout my HER...haha..she was urging me to sound my HER..but herm..if things we that easy that would be great...Ppl may kol me stupid for waitin for her tis long..i would not sae u were wrong...n i would not sae that u r right either..as i say to Siti...Sometimes Love can changed a person..for me...im changed becoz of LOVE....herm...i hope SHE does well in her life n career..to me i leave i to fate...if we are fated...no matter how long the wait n the obstacle i had to endured n face...i would faced it just for HER.......
1:08 AM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
halo...been so long since i had update my blog..haha..so busy nowadays...busy hanging out wif the 4 Amigos..haha..Syafiq,Ayam n Safari...aniwae...Farhana maybe joinin us in our outin in the near future...haha..it will be roses amongs the thorns...aniwae..my life had been circlin around the guys...it seems that everydae we went out to town n other places...everytime we went out it seems that they are new adventure or excitement in our outing..haha..fun n great...let me see wat n where we go...herm..hahaha...too many to remember...aniwae result are out soon n skool are reopenin soon..hainz...skool...aniwae new term n fresh start for me...more serious in my studies..klah..have to go...2molo mornin goin to play soccer wif them n later in the afternoon..goin out again wif them....l
LoVE HEr SO MUCh........
11:38 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
what a week its had been...the dae after the long fasting month had ended...haha..it was pleasing realli..haha...the Hari Raya dae was supposed to be a jovial for all families whu celebrated the dae...but for me...the whole things on that dae was a sign that some of my uncles n aunties are wat i called the familly are breaking...it was such a clear sign on that dae...it was such a dampen atmosphere where each person doesnt even seen eye to eye with each other..while there was my so called grandpa wife(granny)...while my uncle n auntie whu im close wif was not there...so it was such a boring dae...i wasnt even crying when i was ask to seek forgiveness..i haven been crying for how many previous year...i wasnt even hearing what my uncles n grandpa had to say bout my late granny wealth..i wasnt even interested one single bit..to me...that is crap...i was listening to my mp3 n taking a nap in the room...one ask to eat..it was the first time that i didnt eat with my uncles n my cousins...i don have the appetite to eat nevertheless had a conversation wif any of them..to me..everything is over...they blew the chance to win over my heart n thats it..GAME OVER...aniwae...me n my families wasnt there for long...went to cik murni house after that...my mood changed when we went to cik murni house...coz i realli appreacited n respect her n her entire family for what they done for my families..i remember they offered my families a place to stay when a major disagreement happen when i was living at my granny house as my new house were still other renovations few years ago..that house was my old house in Marsiling...CIk Murni n her family ask my families to stay at her place even thought her house is small..but don wori...I REALLI APPREACIATE IT....thats y every year i make sure that i visited her house...i pray for her family health n prosperity everydae as that is wat i can do to pay back her kindness.....at night my auntie n uncle(mak uda,pak uda,busu n uncle jim) came to my house...it was like any dae that they use to come to my house but this time it ended with a the forgiveness ritual..to me..now im closed with mak uda n busu..it wasnt that much few years back..well every ppl had different families problems...herm.....
3:05 AM
